clients and
take sanctuary in my resolutely unadorned, unfestive
office.
‘Scrooge,’ Mai declared last weekend, when I refused
lo climb fifty feet up the decaying oak tree at the bottom
of the garden to cut some sprigs of mistletoe growing on
its upper boughs.
I refrained from commenting on the pagan nature of
this particular Christmas tradition, or the stickiness of the
bloody berries when trodden by three small children
throughout the house. Instead, I drew my wife’s attention
to the twin facts of our monolithic mortgage, in which we
have yet to make a significant dent, and my less-than
monolithic life insurance.
‘All right, you can buy a bunch at the garage down the
road she conceded, after a considered moment, ‘now
that’s not going to threaten our financial security, is it?’
‘You haven’t see the prices they’re asking I said
darkly.
At home, where I cannot hope to prevail against four
women, I have surrendered on the mistletoe - and the
rooftop fairy-lights, holly on the picture rails (and, shortly
thereafter, embedded in the bare foot), paper chains,
strings of gruesome Christmas cards, and the loathsome red poinsettias which Kit insists on giving us every year, just to annoy me; but my office is my own. I will have
neither tinsel nor cards depicting drunken elves being
pulled over on the hard shoulder of the M25. It’s not
that I’m a killjoy; actually, I love Christmas - the real Christmas, hard to find these days: homemade mince pies and mulled wine, satsumas in stockings and bowls of
Brazil nuts, carol singers who know more than the first two lines of ‘Good King Wenceslas’, midnight Mass; and most wonderful of all, the expression on my daughters’
faces when they race downstairs in the morning and
discover that Father Christmas (‘Santa Claus’, like trickor-treating and iced tea, firmly belongs four thousand
miles away across the Atlantic) has filled to overflowing
the pillowcases they left in the fireplace along with a raw
carrot and warming glass of Harvey’s Bristol Cream.
What I cannot abide is being wished a ‘Merry Xmas’ or,
worse, Happy Holidays - by a lip-serving atheist who
thinks it perfectly reasonable to put a plastic whistle into
a toilet-roll tube with a leftover fortune-cookie slip and
malfunctioning banger, and then charge me fifty pounds
for a dozen crackers without which my children will
consider their mother’s sublime Christmas dinner a bitter
disappointment. If that makes me Scrooge, very well - it’s
an epithet I can live with.
I sit down at my desk and slit open my post. For a
short while I deal with one or two urgent letters, dictating
responses for Emma to type up later, and return a couple
of telephone calls; but I cannot wall myself in my office
forever. Somehow, I have to learn to temper my atavistic
response to Sara. This situation cannot continue.
At two minutes to ten o’clock I gird my loins - rather
literally, given the permanent semi-erection I seem to be
sporting these days - and join the other partners in the
conference room for our weekly case review, suppressing
a flicker of irritation when I see that Joan and David are
not alone. Will Fisher may have technically retired, but
that hasn’t stopped him turning up every Friday for the
past four weeks; and since we are still in the process of
putting the finance in place to buy out his partnership, we
must perforce indulge his dead man’s hand on the tiller.
‘Nicholas, good to see you!’ Fisher exclaims as I set
down my files.
‘Good morning, Will. What a pleasant surprise.’
‘Just thought I’d pop in and see how you’re all getting
along without me,’ Fisher says jovially, as he has done
every week. ‘Probably all wishing I’d just bugger off and
play golf and leave you to get on with it, hmm?’
There’s a brief moment of silence before it becomes
apparent that denials are required. Naturally young