hammer, aiming the shot, exhaling just as I squeeze, like the bullet is part of my breathing. I image that same bullet flaring from my barrel and slicing through the flower, and I feel so in control, itâs like it canât happen any other way. It ainât possible. I already seen the future.
I snap back to reality.
Reach, draw, cock, aim, fire.
âDear Lord, what is yer problem!â Will says, leaping to his feet. Jesse laughs as his brother tramples âcross camp to Rio.
âI missed,â I says, looking at the prickly pear. The flowerâs gone, but so is the whole flat disc of cactus it were attached to. âI donât know why. I saw it crystal clear.â
âA flowerâs a small target,â Jesse says. âIf that were a person, you woulda struck true. Maybe not to the heart if youâd been aiming there, but certainly somewhere on the torso.â
I holster my Colt. ââCept theyâdâve shot me first. I stood here gawking for ten hours.â
âThatâs where the practice comes in,â he says. âAnd besides, why do you think men stare at each other so much before a shootout? Everyone takes their time, pictures winning. Itâs just someone has to be brave enough to pull first, and thatâs when it comes down to whoâs quickest.â
âAce high,â I says, remembering what he said yesterday. âThe best.â
âYou might be an all-right student after all, Nate.â
âI ainât nothing but a good listener,â I says, teasing.
Jesse barks out a laugh. âYou hear that, Will?â
âI heard it,â he says. He heaves his saddle onto Rio and looks at the sky, which is indigo directly overhead, a more violent pink closer to the horizon. âTime to ride?â
Jesse nods. âI reckon so.â
Having cleaned seems a waste by midday. Itâs the hottest afternoon yet, and Iâm dripping down my back well before noon. I ainât sure if my hairâs still damp from my bath or if Iâm just sweating from my scalp like a waterfall.
âHorses are gonna need a break at the river,â Jesse says.
Itâll be the Agua Fria. It runs nearly dead south, so weâll cross it and keep on a southeast route, not meeting up with another river till the Salt in Phoenix.
A break for the horses does make sense, and I been drinking so much water, Iâm due to refill my canteen. But even in this heat, I hate the thought of stalled time. Yesterdayâs dust storm already cost us a few hours by forcing us to make camp early. Alls I can hope is it did the same to Waylan Rose and his boys.
As we ride I practice drawing and sighting cactuses. Jesse tails in my shadow, commenting on my form to Mutt. I think this is his way of critiquing me without being too overbearing. I sorta like it. I can hear what heâs saying, but it ainât like heâs breathing down my neck.
âYer really picking up cattle?â I ask him when my armâs getting tired. âYer not just tailing me âcus Abe said I were to be in yer care?â
âWeâre headed to Tucson for cattle, I swear it.â
âHowâs two cowboys gonna move a herd?â
âVery carefully,â Will interjects.
âYeah, sure,â I says.
âHow?â
âWith prayer and witchcraft and the real kicker: Mutt. Heâs a magic cattle dog.â
âShut it, Will,â Jesse says.
âI ainât lying,â he says to me.
âCourse you are,â Jesse says.
Will spits dip at Mutt, who skirts outta range.
âWe ainât running âem alone,â Jesse explains. âItâs a quick job from Tucson to Yuma, and weâre hired hands. Bennyâs always threatening that heâs got enough boys and wonât have work for us if we donât come join his crew as steady wranglers, and yet the boss man calls time and time again when a herd needs moving.â