was
Vasily
Petrovykh.
Petrovykh
graduated in 1947 and served as a
priest in a remote village in the
Kostroma region to the east of
Moscow, which was not much of a
reward for co-operating with the
securityservices.Still,hehadawife
andtwosons,soperhapshewasnot
givenachoice.Besides,co-operation
wassowidespreadthatnoteveryone
who helped the security services
couldbegivenahigh-profilejob.
Back on the station platform,
cheap posters announced special
church services in aid of those in
prison; for those suffering from
depression, apathy, desolation and
suicidal thoughts; and for the dead.
The
Church,
despite
its
long
repression
and
then
its
close
associationwithabrutalregime,has
returned to its role as the comforter
ofthelowestinsociety.
AfterFatherDmitry’sarrest,and
while in detention, he dreamed of
Stalin with an axe, teaching his
friends how to kill people. He
dreamed of being brought before
Stalin in his underwear. ‘My
conscience would not allow me to
admitmyguilt,’hewrotelaterofhis
dream encounter with the dictator.
‘To speak the truth would mean to
undergo torture. I decided to speak
the truth. How can I speak untruth
when there is so much suffering,
whenIamstandingbeforehimwith
bound hands, and he continued to
teach those around him how to
punish? And I woke up with that
feeling.’
He was not able to express such
nobility at his real trial, though he
won the small triumph of stopping
his tormentors from swearing in his
presence. He tried to justify his
poem’s criticism of Stalin by saying
that atheists killed the spirit of
people, but it was not an argument
thatwonhimmuchground.
Eventually the prosecutor told
himtowritedownhisconfession,to
writethewords‘Iconsidermyselfto
beguilty.IslanderedSovietreality.’
But Father Dmitry refused. He
saidthathedidnotconsiderhimself
guilty:‘Ispokethetruth.Comewith
me, and I will show you what is
being done. I will show you my
sufferingfather,Iwillshowyouthe
exhaustedpeople.’
It did not sway his accusers. He
got ten years in the gulag for
distributinganti-Sovietpoems.There
was no appeal. The village lad had
been through starvation, brutality,
the imprisonment of his father,
destitution,
war,
occupation,
conscription, injury, arrest and now
imprisonment. He was only twenty-
six years old, and his life was still
aheadofhim.
As my train waited at one of the
little stations on the way back to
Moscow, an express thundered past
intheoppositedirection.Despitethe
noise they make, Russian trains are
rarely very quick, and I had plenty
oftimetoreadthedestinationboards
bolted to the side of each carriage:
Vorkuta.
Vorkutaisinthefarnorthand,if
I wanted to retrace Father Dmitry’s
route into the camps of the gulag, I
would need to take that train too.
Afterhissentencing,hewas sent up
the rails to Inta in the Komi
Republic, at the northern end of the
Ural Mountains. By the late 1940s
Komiwasonevastprison,wherethe
tundra took the place of a fence:
frozen solid in winter, impassable
swampinsummer.
Back in Moscow, the returning
Muscovites from my train streamed
on to the platform of the Kursk
station. Progress was slow, held up
by a crowd that had gathered to
watch an old drunk arguing with
three fashionable teenagers. He was
furious at some slight, and two
policemen had to hold him back as
he tried to swing punches. The
teenagers’ smug smiles and the
officers’ chuckles simply enraged
himallthemore.
Eventually, the policemen tired
ofthegameandreleasedhisarms,at
which point he collapsed on to the
grimy, soggy tarmac and wriggled
like a turtle on a jar, shouting abuse
asthethreeteenagerswalkedaway.I
wentinsidetobuymyticketnorth.
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From my upper bunk, the forest
shuffled past very slowly. Every
kilometre a sign – a square of metal
or a neat little lozenge of concrete –
told me how far we were