Free The Sinful 7 of Delite, Texas 7: Her Double Delite Angels (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) by Dixie Lynn Dwyer

damn it, attracted to both men, like nothing she ever felt before. As she sat there, she silently prayed. For help, for survival, for love, and maybe even those special angels that others had spoken of before. Anything, to allow her to explore this attraction to two very special soldiers.
     
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    “I lied to both of you about where I went with Ava the other day,” Susanna said. She finished buttoning her blouse as Monte and BJ got dressed. They had just made love in the late morning, and Monte and BJ needed to get back to work. BJ placed his gun belt on and adjusted it on his waist.
    “What do you mean, you lied?” He placed one hand on his holster and one on his hip as he stared at her.
    Monte came up from behind and squeezed her shoulders before moving in front of her near BJ. Now they were both facing her.
    “We didn’t go shopping,” Susanna said then lowered her eyes and took a deep breath.
    “Baby, talk to us. What’s going on?” Monte asked.
    “I went to the doctor with Ava.” She explained the situation.
    “Oh sweet Jesus, Ava must be scared out of her mind,” BJ said, and Susanna nodded her head.
    “I feel so bad and I’m just so scared. I needed to tell you guys, but you have to promise not to say anything to Sally. Ava doesn’t want her to worry.”
    “We promise. What can we do to help?” Monte asked.
    “Nothing right now. The operation is Thursday. I’m going with her, and I’ll stay there until she gets out, so she’s not alone. Ava was going to try and do this on her own.”
    “Why, when she has all of you and all of us to be there for her?” Monte asked.
    “She was married for two months and lost her husband to terminal brain cancer. He was in the Army,” Susanna explained.
    “That’s terrible.” BJ caressed her arm. Monte took her hand and squeezed it as Susanna cried.
    “She was pregnant, too.”
    “What?” Monte asked.
    “She lost the baby at four months. She lost so much. It just isn’t fair that this has to happen to her. Then on top of that, Evan Banks asked her out. She’s on a date with him right now,” Susanna said.
    “She’s on a date with both of them.” BJ winked at her. That man always knew what was happening in his town.
    “It took some convincing to get her to go. She’s really down.”
    “That’s understandable. Colton and Evan used to live outside of town on a big piece of land. I heard some of the old-timers talking about them and how proud they are that Colton and Evan turned out so well. Apparently there was some bad times happening in their family. Their dad abused alcohol and their mom was very sick. I didn’t get all the details,” BJ told her.
    “Are their parents still alive?” Monte asked.
    “Not the mother. She died of cancer. They say Evan and Colton took care of her during that time. The old man was never home,” BJ added.
    “Oh God, that’s so sad. I wonder if Ava will tell them about the surgery.”
    “I doubt it, Susanna. Sounds to me like she just wants to get through this without affecting too many other people. She’s going to get the royal treatment from all of us, whether she wants it or not,” Monte told her and she smiled.
    Susanna stepped forward and hugged him.
    “I love you both so much. Thank you for listening.”
    “We love you, too, baby.”
    “Yeah, and I guess you’re forgiven for lying to us,” BJ teased as Susanna pulled away from Monte.
    “I’m truly sorry, Sheriff Parker. I’ll make it up to you however you please.” She rubbed her hands up and down his chest as she stood on tiptoes and barely reached his chin.
    He wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her closer.
    “Oh, you’ll pay, later tonight, and you better be ready to please, woman. I’m the law around here, you know? And no one gets away with lying to the sheriff.” He lowered his mouth and kissed her. He squeezed her ass and hoisted her higher as Monte chuckled and continued to get dressed.
    She loved Monte and BJ so