psychology.
“Stop
thinking, Baby,” Collins said. “Go with it or I’ll spank you again.”
“I
can’t…” I said, thinking out loud. “It’s impossible.”
“No
it isn’t,” Collins said. “It’s happening right now, if you’ll let it. Stop
thinking about it or I’ll really get upset and really spank you.”
“Oh
my God,” I clenched my jaws and grabbed fistful of the bedsheet. My body was
shaking, and I threw my head back, writhing in Collins’ skilled hands. “Go…go
ahead and spank me. I beg you, spank me now!”
Collins
slid down the bed to sit at the edge closest to me. With his strong arms, he
lifted me and placed me over his lap. “Such perfection,” he said, running his
hands over my butt. “You are flawless, Sam, the most beautiful woman I’ve ever
loved.”
I
closed my eyes, relishing his confession of love.
Then he
spanked me, hard.
I
didn’t even had time to process it, my body went into complete explosion, with
a strong orgasm that lasted for a long time.
When
my body subsided, Collins pulled me in close to envelope me in his arms,
kissing the top of my head. “I didn’t hurt you, did I? Please tell me if I ever
do. I love how you look when you’re coming, Sam. You look so free, wild, and
happy.”
I
smiled up into his beautiful handsome face. “Then we should do it more often,”
I said.
“I’m
happy to make that happen for you, Sam,” he said, kissing me. “Now,” he winked.
“I didn’t know how much you were going to respond to me spanking you, but it
seems you get a lot of pleasure from it…”
My
mind suddenly became alert when he hesitated. Then I fully remembered our
conversations over the phone when he was Daggers and I was Susan at the Call
Center. He was used to the heavy stuff. It was the way he found his release,
unlike the way I just did.
“It
makes me believe, Sam, that this is what I’m waiting for. You’re the woman of
my dreams, Sam. Not only are you so sweet and loving, so giving, beautiful
inside and out, but you and I have an innate understanding and similar tastes.”
“Spanking?”
I asked.
“That’s
just an indication,” Collins said. “You have a predisposition for it, like I
did.”
My
heart began pounding. I remembered how Daggers was distraught about his dark
desires and how he wanted to escape it, not embrace it. I was helping him
through it, helping him become normal. But now…it seems I was being pulled into
the darkness itself. Collins wouldn’t agree to it, not after talking to Gail
about us and hoping to get over it so there can be an ‘us’.
“Collins,”
I said, getting up, “You said there’s a next step?”
“Yes,”
he grinned. “My next step. Do you want to see it?”
I
nodded.
He
got up and pulled on a black silk bathrobe. He handed me a smaller black silk
bathrobe, wrapped it around me, and tied the tie at the waist, pulling me in
for a kiss. I’ve never seen him with a satisfied happy look on his face.
“If
you look so happy every time I orgasm like that,” I said, “then by all means,
we should do it again.”
“That’s
what I have in mind,” Collins said, kissing me again. His arm snaked around my
waist, and he pulled me with him to walk out of the bedroom and down the hall.
“Where
are we going?” I asked.
“Well…I’m
hungry for one, so we’ll stop by the kitchen, your new kitchen for a snack, and
then we’ll head over to the Production Room.”
The
kitchen was right around the corner, and when Collins opened the refrigerator,
it was fully stocked, even with containers of full meals that needed to be
heated. “Remind me to give Vincent a raise,” he