being stupid,â I snapped. âHeâll be out of there soon and then youâll see how stupid youâre being.â
âFunny.â She reached for the afghan on the back of the couch and pulled it onto her lap. âI was thinking the same about you.â
Her words dug in like barbs. I wanted to rip them out and throw them at her.
âI didnât get a job to help you ,â I said. âYouâre the one who called the police. Youâre the reason heâs in jail.â
âHere you go again.â Her eyelids fluttered. âAlways taking his side.â
âI got the job because I hired a lawyer,â I said. âAnd the lawyerâs expensive.â
I waited for a reaction, but she seemed engrossed in Dr. Phil.
âSo I wonât be going to Paris in the fall,â I said.
That got a reaction. A muscle in her cheek twitched. âWhat about your scholarship?â
âI asked for a deferral.â
âWhat does that mean?â
âIf they say yes, then my scholarship will still be good for next year.â
âAnd what if they say no?â
âI donât know, Mom. They wonât say no. The website said they offer deferrals for up to two years.â
She curled her hands into the afghan and lifted it to her chest. âI suppose you want me to congratulate you? Because you threw away your future?â
âI didnât throw it away. Iâll still go, just not in the fall. And Iâm helping my dad. Thatâs what family does.â
âThatâs a sweet sentiment, Tera. But youâre helping the wrong person.â
Anger made my chest hurt. It was her vindictiveness that had caused this whole thing. âYou wanted me to give the money to you, didnât you? You thought youâd get rid of Dad, and youâd still be okay because Iâd give up my trip to France to help out with the bills.â
âThatâs not true.â
âWell, itâs my money,â I said. âItâs my deââ
âItâs your decision, I know. And youâre almost an adult. So thereâs nothing I can do to stop you.â Finally, she turned her head to look at me. âIs that what you were going to say?â
It was, but I kept my mouth shut.
She sighed and went back to watching television. âJust go away, Tera.â
The loathing in her words snuck into my chest and settled there, taking up space. She didnât want to be around me. I wasnât worth her time. I sat, wanting her to look at me. Yell at me. Anything.
Not even an eye flicker, but that was okay. She wasnât arguing with me. I didnât have to listen to her yelling. Maybe she didnât realize Iâd won, but I had.
My victory felt fragile, though, so I got up from the couch as quiet as a ghost and edged my way out of her sight.
CHAPTER 11
A Secret
Teraâs mom and dad waited at the kitchen table, her momâs face like a rock, her dad tilting his chair on two legs. Something was wrong. Sheâd done something wrong.
âSit down,â her dad said. A lit cigarette rested in the ashtray, the ash so long it looked like a finger.
She shrank into the empty chair between them. Her mom pulled something off her lap and smacked it on the table. Teraâs sketchpad of good paper, the one her dad had given to her for her birthday. Sheâd printed her name on the cover in black marker: Tera Waters, age 9. So far it only had one drawing because sheâd thrown all the others away. She should have thrown this one away, too, but sheâd saved it to show her dad. She thought it was good, maybe the best sheâd ever done. But that didnât matter. She should have thrown it away.
Her mom flipped open the sketchpad, and there it was, the one drawing. A naked girl. Haley. Draped over the couch like Rose from the Titanic movie. Just like Rose when Jack sketched her in the nude.
Haley lay on her side, her head
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