asked.
âHeâs not in the picture. Having kids and a family wasnât what he wanted. But Marcia did, so they went their separate ways.â
Nate put his fork down. âI donât understand men like that. I know guys who make that same decision. But a child is a part of youâ¦I couldnât abandon a part of me,â he said.
Jen was surprised to hear him say that. Surprised that family meant as much to him as it obviously did. âFamily is important to you.â
âHell, yes. You know how you talked about not being a dancer anymore and not being sure who you were without that?â he asked.
She nodded.
âI was the same way with baseball and I saw a lot of âfriendsâ drop me when it was clear I wasnât going to be able to play anymore. But my brothersâthey just said come home and we will do something together. Something that will be an even bigger adventure than baseball was.â
âDid you regret it?â she asked.
âNot once. I wouldnât be here with you now if not for that long-ago injury.â
She wanted to pretend that his words didnât make her heart melt but they did. She knew then what Marcia had warned her about. The consequences of spending the night with Nateâand now this day with himâwere that sheâd forget he was an impulse. Sheâd forget they were just supposed to be having fun and maybe start caring for him more than she should.
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The sea breeze blew across the deck of the boat, stirring Jenâs hair around her face. She wore a pair of dark cherry-red round-frame sunglasses, which wentperfectly with the sundress heâd bought for her. It was a deep navy blue with a V-neck and a tie at the back. Heâd gotten her a light sweater to wear over it since it was cool on the water.
She sat at the stern of the boat and he watched her from the flybridge. Ordinarily, heâd have a crew onboard but today he wanted to be alone with Jen. To have her completely to himself. He knew that this would be the only day theyâd spend together like this for a while. He had a busy social calendar and it was important to the club that he always have his picture in the society pages.
And unfortunately, Jen didnât have the kind of headline-grabbing presence he needed. But he couldnât regret spending the day with her. She was what he needed and he was enjoying every minute of it.
When they were out to sea and out of the shipping lanes, he dropped anchor and joined her at the back of the boat.
âThis is so nice. I havenât been out on a yacht before.â
âDo you like the ocean?â he asked.
âI do. But there never seems like enough time to just take a day and go out on the water like this. Thank you, Nate.â
He sat down next to her. âYou are very welcome.â
âWhy did you bring me out here?â she asked.
âI wanted you all to myself. Away from the distractions of the club and of our real lives.â
She nodded. And he wondered what she was thinking. He couldnât see her eyes behind the lenses of her dark glasses. And when she got quiet, he felt as if she retreated to someplace he couldnât follow.
âI saw a picture of you on this yachtâ¦sitting right here. I think it was in Yachting Magazine .â
He nodded. âWith the Countess De Moreny. She was thinking of buying one of these Sunseeker boats and I let her try mine out.â
âYou looked quite friendly with her, intimate,â Jen said.
âI was. I like Daphne,â Nate said. âIs that a problem?â
Jen shrugged. âYou seemed almost too perfect last night and today and I have to remember that you are a player. That Iâm not some woman you are just going to fall for. Please donât let me forget that.â
He knew that he was dealing with someone who wasnât used to the world he traveled in. And heâd already decided that was part of the
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