underneath, and the spindly
trees whose branches bore the slightest hint of green buds.
It reminded me of being young and pretending I was in fairy
land.
By the time I returned back home, I was in better spirits
and feeling more optimistic about everything. One thing that
had real y bothered me the past few days was how bad it
looked for me to take off so much time from work. I know it
wasn’t like I asked to end up in the hospital but it was one
of those situations where my absence would have been felt.
I know Ash and the others would have covered for me (in
fact, I had spoken to Ash the other day and he assured me
everything was fine) but it didn’t real y help me in my quest
to get ful -time employment. Having finicky health didn’t
make you look like the most reliable employee.
But I had a plan. I was going to go into work and work
extra hard. I’d take a mil ion painkil ers if I had to; I just
wanted to prove that I was someone you could depend on,
someone who would go the extra mile. Yes, it was just a
stupid barista job, but it was stil the only way out of my
parents’ house and down a path al my own, where I didn’t
have to put up with my parents worrying that their child was
going to end up a spinster in her early twenties.
I was almost at my parents’ driveway when I saw my
neighbor walking down the street with her lab, Cheerio,
again. I waved at her, and I waved at the dog (as you do),
giving him my brightest smile.
At the sight of me, the dog froze on the spot, nearly
yanking his owner off her feet. His eyes were fixed on mine,
his legs stiff as boards and shaking ever so slightly.
I looked behind me to see if perhaps he saw another
dog or a rabbit but there was nothing.
“Cheerio!” my neighbor scolded. “Come on, now. That’s
just Perry.”
She tried pul ing at the dog but he wouldn’t move. The
only thing that did was his mouth, as his droopy lips spread
open, showing perfectly white, pointed teeth.
A low guttural growl seeped out between them. I nearly
felt it in my running shoes.
“Cheerio, what -” she started.
Before she could finish, the dog leaped forward, ripping
the leash out of her hands and bringing my neighbor to her
knees on the rough concrete. She cried out in pain and the
dog kept running, coming straight for me.
Coming to kil me.
I turned on a dime, losing no hesitation, and sprinted
toward the house, ignoring the pain in my sides as I coaxed
my legs to leap wider, run harder.
I reached the door just as I heard the wet, snapping
snarls a few feet away, flung it open and slammed it shut as
Cheerio flung his body up against the door. I fel back onto
the foyer and the door sprang back open, having not
latched properly.
Cheerio had fal en too, and there was a brief instance
where both of us were on the ground, eyeing each other like
predator and prey, before scrambling to get to our feet, with
only an open door between us.
I reached the door first and put al my weight against it,
holding it in place as Cheerio slammed his body against
the door repeatedly, shaking me with each throw.
I kept myself against it until I found the agility to lock it,
my fingers fumbling as I slid the chain across. Then I curled
up into a bal at the foot of the stairs and cried until my
parents came home.
~~~
“You’re not touching your mashed potatoes, honey,” my
mom said gently, gesturing to the steaming pile of starch,
which looked as appetizing as a heap of albino crap.
We were having dinner, and thanks to my incident with
Cheerio earlier in the day, I lost the wil to eat, even though
mashed potatoes and chicken parmesan were among my
favorite foods. I could only pick at it and push the food
around my plate, feeling on edge and depressed at the
same time.
My dad sighed, loudly, and folded his hands, his chubby
fingers smeared with old ink stains. He rested his chin on
them and peered at me over the top of his thick glasses.
I