Free Desired: Loving An Alpha Male by S.K. Lessly

radiating from him was making me lose my mind.  The closer he got the more shallow I breathed.
    He sighed deeply and said, “I don’t know who’s been feeding you that shit you just insulted my ears with, but I don’t ever want to hear you say that around me again. You’re radiant day or night without any effort.  You make me want to be here, and that’s why I asked to spend time with you.”
    God this man…
    The hairs on my arms and neck reached out in anticipation of his touch, my chest constricted, waiting for me to finally let air inside. Please… someone help me… oh this man…
    “Why don’t we make a deal,” he said close to my ear. “You clearly came down here alone with an agenda.  Let me help you with it.”
    My throat went dry instantly. I cleared my throat and said hoarsely, “What do you mean?”
    He leaned in closer and the moment his fingers brushed along my shoulder my body screamed, “YESSSSS!”
    Drake moved my tank top strap slowly down and bent, brushing his lips on my shoulder.
    “You want to forget whatever you’re running from.  You want to let go, be someone you’re not and maybe have a vacation fling, right?” His lips traveled slowly along my shoulder to where my shoulder and neck meet, his voice getting deeper, smoky, downright sinful and… “You want someone to fulfill your deepest desires and most intimate sexual fantasies, something that no one has ever been able to do for you.” I closed my eyes and gripped the railing as tight as I could to keep from dropping to the balcony.
    He moved to my other shoulder, lightly grazing his lips there, slowly traveling up to my neck. “I can make you forget whatever shit you left at home.  I can help you escape, even if it’s only for a little while… Isn’t that what you want? Isn’t that what you’ve been craving for since you got here?”
    I closed my eyes trying not to hear the voice inside my head screaming to say yes…
    Oh…I want his hands on me, touching me, caressing me, claiming me… controlling me. I want to feel the power he yields over me by just the simplest of touches. I want… Oh God, yessssss! There it is!
    His hand finally touched my stomach, moving my t-shirt up and placing his palm on my bare skin. He rubbed and caressed me as his lips and teeth gently stroked and nibbled on some of the most sensitive spots on my neck.
    “I will do whatever you want me to do to you, baby; all you have to do is tell me. I want to make all your fantasies come true.  I want to make you feel coveted, wanted and desired… Can you let me do that for you, baby?  Can you let go and let me be that for you?” He then ran his tongue along my ear, kissed me lightly and then whispered, “You don’t know how much I want to be that person for you. Make you scream out in ecstasy.  Prove to you how desirable and sexy you are.” He moved even closer to me, and I automatically leaned against him. I felt his hand that caressed my stomach move to caress the under part of my breasts, brushing a nipple. Then he moved his other hand way down past my navel to under my shorts and panties to confirm my inner most secrets were revealed. 
    My hand instantly went to his wrist to stop his assault, but the moment his fingers felt my wetness, he plunged into me and started moving slowly.
    “Let me help you become the freak I know you are… Damn, baby, you are so wet … You love when I touch you, when I kiss your body, don’t you, baby?”
    I inadvertently started moaning my response until I heard that small voice say, “There are people watching you.” I looked around frantic seeing if anyone was watching us… I mean, it wasn’t like we were hidden from view….
    “Lincoln, stop, please. People will see us.”
    Drake moved to my other ear and licked the outer part of it, then sucked on a sensitive spot just behind my ear that I had no idea existed.  I buckled quickly and grasped behind his neck for balance. “Please…”
    “You