but how could he be? He had no ambition, no personal life, nothing but eight hours a day spent on menial chores for indifferent customers.
Some of his time was passed behind the counter, making coffee and micro waving muffins and toasting bagels, and some of it was spent in the kitchen amid the stainless steel sinks and the large-capacity appliances and the vat in which sizeable blocks of lard were melted to form a thick soup of grease for deep frying dough. Hickle had learned to use the donut filler, a conical, hand-operated apparatus that injected jelly into fried donut shells, and he often was called on to clean the blades of the mixers that blended milk and confectioner’s sugar into a glaze. As jobs went, it was hardly anybody’s dream. Yet Hickle never groused or slacked off, never got sloppy or looked bored.
It wasn’t natural.
Zack liked Ray Hickle, he really did, and he wanted the younger man to feel good about life.
“You know, Ray,” he said on impulse, “you’re my employee of the month.”
Hickle didn’t even look up.
“I wasn’t aware you had an employee of the month.”
“Well, I don’t, but let’s say I do, okay?” He gave Hickle a manly clap on the shoulder, raising a billow of white flour dust.
“There’s an extra fifty bucks in it for you.”
“That’s not necessary.”
“With all the unpaid overtime you put in. Ray, you deserve it ten times over. I’m adding it to your paycheck on Friday. Don’t give me any arguments.”
“Okay. Thanks, Zack.” There was no enthusiasm in his voice, only empty acceptance.
“So what do you think you’ll spend it on?” Zack asked gamely, hoping to spur a more positive response.
Shrug.
“Can’t say.”
“Got a special someone you can buy a present for?”
“Yes, I do.”
Zack hadn’t realized how much he expected Hickle to say no until he heard the opposite reply. He concealed his surprise behind a smile.
“That’s good. Ray.
Been seeing her long?”
“A few months.” Hickle worked the dough with his long-fingered hands.
“She’s a beautiful woman. We have a spiritual union. It’s destiny.”
The odd thing about this was that he said it so casually, as if such confessions were made every day.
“Well, that’s good,” Zack said with less certainty.
“What’s her name?”
“Kris.”
“How’d you meet her?”
“It wasn’t a meeting, exactly. More of an encounter. I was in Beverly Hills one day, just walking around, and I saw her come out of a store.
She didn’t see me.
Walked right past me, in fact. But I never took my eyes off her.
Because in that moment I knew—somehow I just knew—she was the only one for me. I knew we were meant to be together.”
“So you went after her?”
“Yes. I went after her. And now I see her all the time.”
“Good for you. It shows some moxie, chasing down a girl you like. Hey, next time Kris is in the neighborhood, have her come by for coffee and crullers on the house.”
“I’ll do that.”
There was silence between them as they finished kneading. When the dough was no longer sticky or crumbly, Zack said, “I can take it from here. Why don’t you get home to your Kris? She’s waiting, I’ll bet.”
“Oh, yes. She visits me every night. Every weeknight, anyway.” Hickle washed the flour dust from his hands in a sink, drying himself with a hand towel. He was pushing open the kitchen door when Zack called to him.
“Hey, Ray, don’t tell Kris about the bonus. Buy her another little something and surprise her with it. The ladies love surprises.”
“Funny you should say that. As a matter of fact, I’ve been planning a surprise for Kris.” Hickle nodded to himself.
“A major surprise.”
He disappeared into the front room. Zack stared after him. A strange one, Raymond Hickle. But if he’d found a woman who loved him, then he was luckier than most.
Hickle left the donut shop at 2:45. As always, he scanned the parking lot at the side of the shop for