and I wasnât going to lie: it felt incredibly good. Lyra had never met Verity Price, would probably be appalled by Verityâs world, but she had been Valerieâs best friend. Even compartmentalized and held apart as my two worlds were, that mattered to me.
âYou asked
Jessica
for contact information for
Valerie
, and you believed one, that sheâd have it, and two, sheâd give it to you accurately, without being an asshole about it?â Lyra planted her hands on her hips. âDid youfall and hit your head after you were eliminated, or did you just think the spirit of brotherhood would suddenly move her to
not
be a horrible human being?â
âSheâs not that bad,â I said, with no real heat.
âUh, excuse much? She called you a fake redhead on camera when they did alumni week. She tried to sue the show when they let Emily come back after she was eliminated, because they hadnât let
her
come back. Sheâs awful. Sheâs always been awful, sheâll always
be
awful, and the fact that Anders listened to her for like, a second, makes
him
awful.â Lyra directed a glare at Anders, who squirmed. âHow dare you get mad at Valerie because of something Jessica did? Thatâs like, awful squared.â
âValerie still changed her number without telling anyone,â said Andersâa defensive rearguard action if I had ever heard one.
âMy old phone got disconnected because someone blasted the number over Twitter,â I said.
Anders and Lyra exchanged a look before saying, in unison, âJessica.â Then they were laughing, and I was laughing, and all was right with the world.
A chime rang through the lobby, shaking dancers out of their conversations and warmup stretches. I wrinkled my nose and turned to Dominic, whoâd been looking increasingly confused during our conversation. Heâd just been dropped into a world he didnât understand, complete with preexisting social connections and rivalries. He was doing the sensible thing and staying quiet. I loved him even more for that. Common sense is less common than youâd think.
âYou can come in for this part; weâre encouraged to bring friends and family to the producer meeting, since it makes the audience look fuller,â I said. The instructions had been clearly spelled out on the last prep email from the producers. âYouâll have to leave after the showboating, but at least this way you can get a look at the judges and our host.â
âI understand,â he said solemnly.
Lyra grabbed my arm, tugging me toward the theaterdoors. âCome on, come
on
, Val. We want to get good spots on the stage!â
As if they werenât going to arrange us according to their own plan? This was all staged. Every bit of it. I was just surprised there werenât cameras here in the lobbyâat least not cameras I could see. I glanced around, suddenly paranoid, and resisted the urge to check my wig.
Then Anders grabbed my other arm, signaling that all was forgiven, and the two of them lifted my feet off the ground and toted me into the future.
As Iâd expected, the stage was marked with little pieces of tape, each with a name written on it. They were mixing the seasons, turning us from five sets of four into a mob of twenty dancers. We milled around the stage until we found our names. Then we stepped off again, waiting in the wings where the cameras wouldnât pick us up.
A statuesque blonde rose from the front row of seats and made her way onto the empty judgesâ podium. She walked with the easy sway of someone whoâd been drinking since she got out of bed. I knew she wasnât drunk: she was just tall, wearing impractical shoes, and incredibly loosely jointed. I knew that, but I still held my breath as Brenna Kelly climbed the stairs, waiting for a fall that never came.
âAre we rolling?â she asked, glancing toward a production