Free Enchanted and Desired by Eva Simone Page B

fondling, caressing and fucking that I so desperately crave. It is glorious and mind-blowing, and every morning I wake up sweating and damp between my thighs; so frustrated I can’t even think straight until I give in and playback the dream with my battery operated boyfriend below the sheets. I tease my sweet spot, imagining it to be the strong, firm, warm hand of Simon Mantovani. It makes me want him 24/7, and it makes me hate him all the more for it.
    I have never gotten myself off so much in all my life…if I don’t get over this dream fantasy soon Energizer is going to run out of stock! I might even have spent a little extra time with the showerhead today, just to alleviate the remnants of my frustration before getting dressed and ready to graduate.
     

     
    Lily and I have an amazing day together. We cheer each other on as we accept our degrees, and I try my best to run interference between her and her family. She was a bit apprehensive about Brandon seeing how they treat her, but I know that it won’t change the way he feels about her. He called me the other day to ask if she had a valid passport, which only means one thing…he’s taking her abroad sometime soon, and you don’t plan trips like that unless you are in love with the person, and he is definitely a total goner when it comes to my bestie. When he steps up and goes all alpha in front of Lily’s mom and sisters, I know she’s in good hands…and really freaking hot hands!!!
    I leave them to it and make my way to Paul’s restaurant with my parents. It’s so nice to share today with them, and to feel surrounded by the love and acceptance of my family. I didn’t realize how much I needed it until my daddy gave me a crushing hug and told me how proud he is that I’ve finished college. It feels great to bask in the glow of family and friends.
    Paul has decked out the restaurant and spared no expense. There is a massive congratulations banner for me and Lily, with decorations and flowers all over the place. It is definitely more for Lily as it has Brandon written all over it, but I’ll take what I can get. Today has been a perfect day. I have my best friend, my family, my gay husband Paul (we’ve made a pact in case we end up alone at 40). The drinks are flowing, the food will be phenomenal and we’ll be doing some major celebrating later after the oldies go home. Lily found out she got the job that she wanted, she’s going to be travelling with Mr. Moneybags to somewhere awesome in the world I’m sure, and obviously we were already going to celebrate graduation with some dirty dancing. I’m a bit giddy at the prospect of such a fun evening.
    I lift my gaze at the sound of the doors to the restaurant opening…SHIT. I see the imposing, delectable figure that is Nate walking in, and realization kicks in…he won’t be here alone. As if I willed him into existence, Simon emerges from the doorway and my heart drops like a stone, through my chest, trickling down my legs and smashing onto the floor with an almighty thud. I can feel the panic rising as our eyes lock; his stunning eyes, broken as he registers what must be a look of horror on my face. I can’t do this. I can’t look into those eyes that have plagued my dreams for days. Self-preservation is all I can handle.
    I take my seat at the table while everyone gives them a warm welcome. I give Nate a nod of acknowledgement, and I can feel Simon’s eyes burning into me, begging me to give him a glance, a nod, a smile…anything, but all I can do is stare at the place card with my name on it and pray that he can’t see my heart hammering in my chest.
    After trying to distract myself talking to my parents throughout dinner, I can’t help taking a peek when I hear Lily’s sisters laughing in a totally obvious way, and very loudly flirting with Nate and Simon. I want to rip their tiny little heads off when I see them shamelessly shoving their chests out and twirling their hair. Are we in junior