been letting on. Had Bob confided in her that he planned to propose tonight? She felt oddly panicky at the thought, and the fingers twined about hers, which moments before had seemed comforting, grew hot and sticky all at once.
Oblivious to her change of mood, Bob went on in the same mild tone, âIn fact, I was thinking we might make this a double celebration. Not to rain on Ingrid and Jebâs parade or anything, but what would you say about us making the announcement tonight?â He turned to her, looking not so much hopeful as pleased with himself for having come up with such a splendid idea. In his mind, it was a done deal. All that was left to decide were the details. And why shouldnât he think that way? Had she ever given him a reason to think otherwise?
âAre you sure thatâs such a good idea?â She managed to get the words past lips that had gone numb.
He must have misunderstood, thinking she was only being considerate of Ingrid and Jeb, for he plowed on, âI was going to wait for your birthday to surprise you.â Elizabethâs birthday was a little more than a month away. âBut then I got to thinking, why wait? Our friends and family are all here, except Grammy and Grandpaââ Bobâs grandparents were away on a tripââand we already have their blessing. Heck, weâve even got the champagne. Seems a shame to let all that go to waste.â
Elizabeth looked into his ruddy, beaming face, and thought, I canât .
I canât say yes. I canât say no. I canât marry him. I canât lose him .
Her mind in a hopeless muddle, one fractured thought bleeding into the next, she abruptly stood up. âIâm sorry, Bob. I ⦠Iâm not feeling well. I really should go home. Iâm sure itâs nothing,â she assured him at the look of concern dawning on his face. âIt must have been something I ate.â Not a lie exactly: She did feel dizzy from the champagne, and her stomach was in revolt.
Bob peered up at her worriedly. âYou do look a little pale.â An instant later, he was on his feet taking hold of her elbow, as if fearful sheâd topple over. âYou wait here while I go get the car.â Though the evening wasnât working out as planned, he was doing his best to swallow his disappointment.
âNo, please. Iâd rather walk. The fresh air will do me good.â
He deliberated, his natural protectiveness clearly at war with the part of him that always did its best to respect her wishes. At last he reluctantly conceded, âAll right. If youâre sure.â
She squeezed his hand. âIâm sorry to spoil the evening. Iâll make it up to you, I promise.â She turned as she was stepping off the porch. âOh, and darling? Donât say anything to my mother. I donât want her worrying.â
âWhat do I say when she notices youâre gone?â
She managed a wan smile. âJust tell her ⦠I donât know ⦠that we had a fight.â
Bob chuckled at the absurdity of it. Neither of them could remember the last time theyâd fought.
On her way home, teetering along the sidewalk in her high heels, which after two minutes had already made her regret having turned down Bobâs offer to drive her, Elizabeth thought about the apology sheâd have to make to Ingrid in the morning. She hoped her friend wouldnât be too sore and that she wouldnât see through Elizabethâs flimsy excuse and demand to know the real reason sheâd left the party without even saying good-bye. If so, sheâd have to lay it on thick. She also had to decide what to do about Bobâs proposal ⦠or their presumed engagement, as he saw it. Dear, decent Bob, who was so unsuspecting â¦
Lost in thought, Elizabeth didnât notice the car passing by until it slowed to a stop at the curb. It was fully dark out, and in the glare of its headlights,
Boris Gindin, David Hagberg