center of the floor and hold a stick of deodorant up to it to give the room a âclean scent.â Which apparently really stuck with me, ha. Ricky had a photo of the Hollywood sign taped to the sloped wall. He drank a lot of green juices and was always smiling, and he was never loud and never sad.
I wouldnât have consciously known Ricky was gay, but he must have been. Please , he ate raw almonds before it was trendy to, he didnât have a beer gut, and when he cried at the end of The Shawshank Redemption , he didnât wipe away his tears. I was embarrassed for him, and then I wasnât.
I fell in love with movies that summer.
I mean, if Ricky had been in love with dentistry, Iâd have a whole other story. Maybe I wouldnât even see my life as a story at all, but I do. Ricky showed me how.
We started by screening the basics, something Iâd never done with Dad. Classic films like Old Yeller . Man, how I bawled at that one. I guess I used to let people see me cry. While Annabeth and Tiffany were busy downstairs playing âfashion runwayâ or âhouseâ or whatever, Ricky and I would go to the attic and watch like ten movies a weekend.
Nothing about it was creepy, so get your mind outta the gutter.
He taught me about this mythic story structure that a lot of screenwriters use. I was comforted by the idea of a time-tested way of telling a satisfying taleâbecause that was the summer when Mom and Dad started openly fighting, and when Annabeth became obsessed with âachievementâ as a general concept, and when my A.D.D. began showing up in all sorts of mysterious and charming ways. That was the summer, I mean, when I started to not like the way my life story was going.
But if I used Rickyâs time-tested method to plan out my plots, Iâd always be able to find my way back home again.
Ricky printed out his version of the Heroâs Journey for me once, and from then on out, whenever weâd hit a mythic story beat in a movie we were watching, heâd pause it and go, âSee! Thatâs the hero âdeciding to go.â Thatâs the heroâs journey, Quinny.â
He made me promise to keep it safe.
RICKY DEVLINâS HEROâS JOURNEY
We meet the hero in his ordinary world (at home, at school, etc.).
Hero gets called to action (aka the inciting incident).
Hero refuses the call to adventure (stays at home, makes excuses, plays video games instead, etc.).
Hero decides to go because: whatever.
Hero gets into a ton of trouble, but also has adventures and meets allies.
Shit happens.
Worse shit happens.
The worst shit happens and the heroâs life is basically over.
But then the hero thinks of something amazing to break into the third act of the screenplay.
And he does.
And he learns something vital and true that he didnât even know was possible.
And he goes home smarter, if a little beaten up.
And Iâm using âheâ generally, but obviously a hero can be a she.
And if itâs written really well and comes in under 110 pages, the screenwriter gets a house in the Hollywood Hills with a small pool.
âSo does everybody have a pool in Hollywood?â I became enamored of the idea of having my own little pool. I was going to make it in the shape of a Q , and the slash at the bottom of the Q was going to be the hot tub.
âNot everybody,â Ricky said. âOnly people who sell screenplays.â
And so I started making up little scripts for movies, basically because I wanted a hot tub, ha. âThese are good,â Ricky said. Heâd shown me how to format them on Momâs clunky old laptop, from the days when she worked for Alcoa, before she got injured and the disability checks starting rolling in. âBut you need somebody to film them for you!â Ricky said. âOtherwise itâs just words, and not a movie.â
He wouldnât help me film the movies, himself. He was busy
Xara X. Piper;Xanakas Vaughn