thisâor the carâit drives me crazy. Itâs so distinctiveânot the pretty flowery stuff but that warm female smell that comes off your body.â His words emerged in uneven staccato bursts and his fingers, as they gripped the stem of a glass heâd idly picked off the draining-board, were white. Suddenly the stem cracked with a noise like a pistol shot.
âSorry.â
âYouâre bleeding,â she said hoarsely as she watched the scarlet drops land on the white counter. He was watching the flow of blood with a peculiar lack of interest. âHere, put it under the cold water.â She grabbed his wrist and thrust his hand under the tap.
âFlorence Nightingale.â
âI could hardly watch you bleed to death in my kitchen,â she said gruffly. His forearm was covered in fine dark hairs; they felt surprisingly soft under her fingers. Stroking couldnât be designated as first aid, she told herself firmly, stifling some very strong urges in that direction.
âItâs only a scratch.â
âThatâs very brave and macho of you, but it looks pretty deep to me,â she said worriedly. âIâve got a first-aid kit in the bathroom; donât go away.â
âItâs good to be wanted.â
Wanted? If he knew the half of itâ¦! Then again sheâd not been exactly subtle so he probably did. As she rushed through the living room Charlie was engrossed in her favourite video. She ought to be concentrating on sorting out the latest disaster in her childâs lifeâ fighting , for heavenâs sake! Instead what was she doing? Mooning over some beautiful body dangerously attached to a cunning mind.
Sheâd never be able to pick up her perfume without beingreminded of his wordsâwords that had filled her with a savage exhilaration: he was hurting as much as she was. There was another, less palatable and unflattering explanationâhe might just be recycling old and well-tried lines. Heâd had so many women it wasnât reasonable to expect originality.
All the same heâd have to be a very good actor to fake that raw need in his voice. The downy hair over her body stood on end as she relived those breathless few seconds.
âSorry if that hurts,â she said a few moments later as she applied pressure to the dressing to stem the flow of blood.
âIt takes my mind off the other pain.â
âWhichâ¦?â She raised her eyes to his face and immediately wished she hadnât.
âI think you know what pain Iâm talking about.â
She did now: his eyes were very eloquent. âI wonât offer you the use of my cold shower; Iâm sure youâve got a perfectly good one at home.â
âYouâd consign me to seventies retro? Black tiles and mirrors on the ceiling? Cruel, cruel woman.â
âIf you donât like itâ¦â she began curiously.
âWhen asked my opinion I made the major error of admitting I didnât give a damn.â
âWhy would you do anything so stupid?â She finished securing the light dressing with tape and stood back to observe her handiwork.
âBecause I didnât care.â
âWhat a peculiar attitude.â
âYouâve done this before,â he said, turning over his bandaged hand.
âYouâve met Charlieâare you surprised? Though sheâs never gone in for fighting before.â A worried frown creased her wide, smooth brow.
âIâd listen to her story before you tell her off,â he observed casually.
The unspoken overtones almost jumped out and bit her on the nose. âWhy do you say that?â she asked suspiciously. âHas she said something to you?â The idea of Charlie confiding in someone who was almost a total strangerâ Heavens, Iâm jealous! she realised. When did I get so sour and disgustingly twisted?
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