you enjoyed a decent war. Itâs your favourite spectator sport after the Badbury point-to-point. You could put a fiver on each way,â says Jack.
I glance at him in alarm, presuming he drank too much at dinner, but to my surprise he seems quite sober.
George looks worried. âSteady on, old chap,â he mutters.
The General chooses to ignore Jack and simply carries on. He regards a second voice in a conversation as unnecessary. Company is present merely to provide him with an audience.
âItâs the ingratitude of the bloody Jews that galls me. Bloody ingratitude.â
âWhat would you have them be grateful to us for?â asks Jack sweetly, and with that I know the conversation is becoming dangerous but Iâm not quite sure why.
Edie places her hand firmly on Jackâs knee. âWould you mind ringing for a glass of water, darling? Iâm terribly dry.â
While Jack reaches for the bell to ring for Chivers, Edie turns to me. âMay I take a look at the song?â
To my chagrin, I grasp that sheâs asking only in order to alter the course of the conversation. They all watch as I pull out the manuscript book from the cubbyhole. Edie shuffles along the sofa to make room, patting the spot between her and Jack. I squeeze in, jammed between them both, and Edie opens the book. Itâs a battered, leather-bound volume that was once blue but has faded to grey.
âThere are heaps of songs in here,â she says.
âNearly a hundred.â
âHow long have you been collecting songs, Fox?â she asks.
âAges. I have to write down a song if I havenât heard it before, otherwise it buzzes around like a mosquito in my brain. My problem isnât remembering tunes, itâs trying to forget them.â I shift on the sofa, suddenly self-conscious, and wish the others werenât here. âI always keep an eye out. Or rather an ear, I suppose. Gather up what I find.â
Edie laughs. âYou make it sound as if songs simply sprouted like berries on a hedgerow and sat there until you plucked them and popped them into your book.â
I laugh. I never really envisioned anyone else being interested in my song habit, far less a woman. Yet her enthusiasm appears sincere, and little spots of colour are daubed on each cheek. Jack fidgets and yawns, and George fiddles with the fire. I wish theyâd jolly well leave us to it. Edie leafs through the pages, turning them carefully as though each one is a precious, fragile thing. She pauses, running her finger along the last.
âIâve never heard this one before. Itâs the one from this morning?â
I nod.
âWell, Iâve sung hundreds of folk songs. I even recorded a fewââ
âI know. I have some of your recordings.â
She smiles. âOf course you do. Anyway, Iâve not come across this one until today. I donât know, but I think itâs possible that no oneâs collected it before.â
I have a tingle in my belly; the satisfaction of discovery. Like an anthropologist rummaging through the jungle for lost tribes, Iâve found something ancient, as yet unrecorded and unfixed.
Edie smiles at me and returns the book. âItâs an odd tune. Tugs at one. Itâs always nice to have made a find, donât you think?â
âHeâs a clever old thing,â says Jack. âMuch brighter than the rest of us. None of us is musical in the least.â
âMother sang,â says George.
No one speaks. Iâm suddenly aware of the crackle and spit of logs on the fire. The General stiffens and blinks. Once. Twice. Jack grips Edieâs hand more tightly.
The silence jangles.
âShe sang to me,â says George, insistent now. âAnd to Jack. And Little Fox.â
âWhat did she sing?â I ask and itâs suddenly desperately important that I know.
George shakes his head. âCanât remember. I donât have a head