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Itâs splendid to be at home from Cambridge for the long summer vac. Three blissful months at Hartgrove Hall. Most of my pals are staying on in digs for an extra few days to drink and punt but I couldnât. Today is Motherâs birthday picnic. We hold it every year. Apparently this is what she always chose for her birthday treat â a picnic under the willows by the River Stour. The General would strip off and go for a bracing swim amidst the ducks and the waterweeds, while the rest of us cheered him on from the bank.
I wonder whether Mother sang to us then and, if so, which songs. I donât remember any of it, but Jack and George are quite sentimental about the whole thing â as much for the man our father used to be as anything else. Chivers has winkled out an elderly cook from somewhere, and we ask her to make us up a hamper with cheese-and-pickle sandwiches, seedcake â Motherâs favourite, apparently â and a bottle of hock, to which she was also partial. Itâs always a jolly afternoon. The General never comes. We invite him with careful politeness and thereâs inevitably a dreadful moment when we worry that this will be the one time he accepts but of course he doesnât.
George and I check the hamper in the kitchen. Itâs stuffed with all the usual goodies and a pound of early cherries, glossy and black. Jack isnât here. Weâre to collect him and Edie from the station at a quarter to one. Itâs the first time thereâs been anyone other than the three of us. Jack sent us a cable last night: âWILL BE ON THE TWELVE FORTY - FIVE STOP BE A SPORT AND PICK ME UP STOP BRINGING EDIE STOPâ. He never telephones or writes, he inevitably selects the most expensive form of communication much as he chooses the best wine or cut of beef on the menu. Iâm pleased Edieâs coming and donât mind that he didnât consult us first. A little too pleased if Iâm honest. I canât tell whether George minds or not.
George pokes at a pork pie wrapped in wax paper. âIâm hungry already.â
I nudge him away and rewrap the pie.
I study him surreptitiously. Heâs chosen not to find a job and instead has been attempting to fix the most desperate of the damage to the house â itâs a forlorn task, akin to sticking his finger in a dyke, but Iâm taken aback by his skill. Thereâs now a hefty slab of silver oak as a mantelpiece in the great hall, and heâs carved three running foxes into the wood. Theyâre both crude and beautiful. I found him in the attic, gathering up all the old photographs of the house and estate, scrutinising them for God knows what. He has piles of ancient almanacs and farming magazines in his room â some of them dating from before the First World War. I canât think what use he can put them to. This morning I watched from my window as he hurried across the lawn, I presumed returning from an early walk, but now I wonder whether instead heâd been out all night. He never talks about pals or girls and I hope heâs happy. I canât ask. Itâs not the sort of thing we do.
In the distance the church clock chimes the half-hour.
âShall we?â
I nod and together we shoulder the hamper into the boot of the car. Itâs already hot and my shirt sticks to my back. The ancient and magnificent magnolia tree on the front driveway is still in bloom, the flowers huge and blowzy, with fleshy pink petals â like fat, tarty girls in ball gowns. Iâve always liked it. The General would prefer it chopped into firewood. I pick fallen and browning petals from the carâs paintwork and, somehow unable to discard them, shove them into my pocket.
âBags I drive,â I say, leaping into the driverâs seat before George can object.
I drive too fast because itâs a gorgeous day and Iâm filled with happiness at the
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