Free I've Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella

gaze alights on my hand. “Where’s your ring, Poppy? Oh my God, haven’t you found it yet?”
    As she lifts her eyes, she looks so thunderstruck, I start to feel sick again.
    “Not yet. But it’ll turn up soon. I’m sure it will. The hotel staff are all looking—”
    “And you haven’t told Magnus?”
    “I will!” I swallow hard. “Soon.”
    “But isn’t it a really important family piece?” Lucinda’s hazel eyes are wide. “Won’t they be livid?”
    Is she trying to give me a nervous breakdown?
    My phone buzzes and I grab it, grateful for the distraction. Magnus has just sent me a text which dashes my secret hope that his parents would suddenly catch gastric flu and have to cancel:
Dinner at 8, whole family here, can’t wait to see you!
    “Is that your new phone?” Lucinda frowns critically at it. “Did you get my forwarded texts?”
    “Yes, thanks.” I nod. Only about thirty-five of them, all clogging up my in-box. When she heard I’d lost my phone, Lucinda insisted on forwarding all her recent texts to me, just so I didn’t “drop the ball.” To be fair, it was quite a good idea. I got Magnus to forward all his most recent messages too, and the girls at work.
    Ned Murdoch, whoever he is, has also finally contacted Sam. I’ve been looking out for that email all day. I glance at it distractedly, but it doesn’t seem particularly earth-shattering to me. Re: Ellerton’s bid. Sam, hi. A few points. You’ll see from the attachment, blah blah blah .
    Anyway, I’d better send it on straightaway. I press forward and make sure it’s gone through. Then I type a quick reply to Magnus, my fingers fumbling with nerves.
    Great! Can’t wait to see your parents!!!! So exciting!!!! PS: Could we meet outside first? Something I want to talk about. Just a really tiny thing. Xxxxxxxxx
    22 OK, it wasn’t a couple of texts. It was about seven. But I only pressed send on five of them.
    23 Poirot would probably have worked it out already.
    24 There are only three of us, and we’ve known each other for yonks. So occasionally we lurch off onto other areas like our boyfriends and the Zara sale.
    25 Or, rather, her dad did. He already owns a string of photocopy shops.
    26 She also completely ignores all the poor women with twisted ankles. If you’re a girl, never do the marathon with Annalise on duty.
    27 It was an emergency, in my defense. Natasha had split up with her boyfriend. And it’s not like the patient could see what I was doing. But, yes, I know it was wrong.
    28 I know girls say that and what they really mean is, “I gave him an ultimatum and then let him think he’d come up with the idea himself, and six weeks later, bingo.” But it wasn’t like that. I honestly had no idea. Well, you wouldn’t, would you, after a month ?
    29 Which I bet she did not do in her lunch hour. She should be the one getting the disciplinary hearing.
    30 Which we’ve never used.
    31 Which no one has registered on.
    32 Personally, I’m doubtful about Lucinda’s so-called experience. Whenever I ask her about other weddings she’s done, she refers to only one, which was for another friend and consisted of thirty people in a restaurant. But obviously I never mention this in front of the Tavishes. Or Clemency. Or anyone.
    33 Was I supposed to be psychic ?
    34 “Deathly white,” as she called it.

I now have historical insight. I actually know what it felt like to have to trudge up to the guillotine in the French Revolution. As I walk up the hill from the tube clutching the wine I bought yesterday, my steps get slower and slower. And slower.
    In fact, I realize, I’m not walking anymore. I’m standing. I’m staring up at the Tavishes’ house and swallowing hard, over and over again, willing myself to move forward.
    Perspective, Poppy. It’s only a ring.
    It’s only your prospective in-laws.
    It was only a “falling-out.” According to Magnus, 35 they never actually said straight out they didn’t want him to marry