boy looks up and looks directly at Bosco with a cold, hard stare, eyes filled with hate. Bosco matches the boyâs look but holds such disgust and contempt for him that I shrivel and almost want to apologize on his behalf.
âYou shouldnât be in here with such scum,â Bosco says simply, and Iâm glad the boy canât hear.
âWhat did he do?â
âHim? Heâs Flawed to the bone,â he says, disgusted. âThough he doesnât know it yet. I donât even need to listen to the facts of the case to know his type. I can see it in him. Not like you, Celestine. You are pure. You should not have the future that is destined for him.â
âWhat do I need to do?â I ask, voice shaking.
âYou repeat the story we just discussed, and when they ask you about helping the old man into a seat, you say that you did not, that he sat there himself.â
My mouth falls open. âBut the old man will be punished for that.â
âYes, he will. Heâs old and very sick. Heâll probably die before Naming Day anyway.â
The old man did not sit down. He did everything in his strength to stay standing. It was me who helped him to the seat.
âI canâtââ
âYou canât what?â Bosco looks at me.
âI canât lie .â
âOf course you canât,â he says, confused, looking at me as if he doesnât recognize me. âTo lie would be to prove that you are Flawed. I would never ask you to lie ,â he says, as though insulted. âIt is the only way you will go free, prevent being branded for life, prevent being Ousted. It is the only way. What we discussed here now is what happened, and you will confirm that in court, you will say loud and clear for all to hear that society must seek out and oust the Flawed scum in our society. It is the Guildâs work, and you, in full support of the Guild and its values, were working under its rules. You didnât aid a Flawed. What you did was aid the Guild and, in turn, aid society. Thatâs what you will tell them. Are we agreed?â
Iâm the poster girl. One side wants to use me to prove the Guild is biased; the Guild wants to use me to prove that it isnât. The perfect girl to prove its power. It wants me to feed the fear.
âAgreed,â I say shakily.
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SIXTEEN
MY HEARING IS this afternoon. The boy in the room beside me, whom I have nicknamed Soldier, has continued to ignore me. Iâm sure that seeing me embrace Bosco didnât do much to sway his initial feelings about me. The word that Pia Wang has been pushing on behalf of Crevan is that I was trying to get rid of the Flawed man from the bus, not help him. If Soldier has seen these reports, which Iâm sure he has because Flawed Court TV is the only station we can get on the tiny television in our cells, then that is why he isnât looking at me. I can only gather from this that he is not anti-Flawed, that he feels my actions were unfair. If only he knew the truth, then he would know he had an ally in the cells. I know this untruth will save my life, but I canât help but feel embarrassed that this is the perception out there of me. I feel Soldierâs disgust through the wall, and I donât blame him, but I wonder, if he had the same chance to get out of this, would he take it?
Dad goes back to work and Mom stays with me. She has brought with her a suitcase of my clothes for the trial, and it looks like she went into a clothes store and grabbed every item from the racks. Soldier watches with a sarcastic look as Mom lays out the clothes on my bed, hangs them from every point of the cell she can. He shakes his head and starts pacing. I feel self-conscious about all the fuss in my cell when he has been alone all morning, but I try to put his presence out of my mind and concentrate on saving my own life.
âThatâs a lot of pink,â I state as I run my eyes over the