investigationââ
âDoc, is it him or not?â Marcus raised his voice, still controlled.
âThey wonât confirm or deny.â
âLevel with me. They wonât tell you ? Theyâre your subcontractor, for Godâs sake!â
Dr. Davidow cleared his throat. âI know this is hard to understand, but they canât disclose that information to me. They have a legal relationship to the donors and itâs sacred to them.â
âDo you really not know, or you donât want to know?â
âI donât know. I did ask them, but they wouldnât confirm or deny.â
Christine slumped against the headboard, noticing that Murphy had crawled over to her, resting his head on her thigh. She put her hand on his soft, furry head, not knowing who was comforting whom.
âDr. Davidow, did they do an investigation after they spoke with you but before they took him off the shelves?â
âI donât know that.â
âDid they take him off the shelf while you were speaking with them?â
âNo. 3319 was available when we were on the phone, and we spoke for maybe fifteen minutes, about a half hour or so ago. I donât know when 3319 was taken off the shelves, but it was still available when I was speaking with them, so Iâm sure it was in response to my call.â
âDoesnât that mean itâs him?â
âNo, it doesnât. It means theyâre going to investigate.â
âBut how much investigation can it take? They have the guyâs name on file. It takes three minutes to look at a file.â
âNo, Marcus, Iâm sure the files concerning the identity of the donors are protected, if not encrypted. Not everyone in the Homestead office may have access. The assistant director may not even have access. We donât know.â
âOkay, that Iâll buy.â Marcus stopped pacing, then nodded.
âLook, Iâve never had this situation before, or anything like it. I care about you and Christine, and I think you should come in tomorrow and we can talk this over.â
âAre they going to call you back and tell you the results of their investigation?â
âNo theyâre not. I asked them to and they declined.â
âBut I have a right to know that information.â Marcus started pacing again. The dog swiveled his head around, watching him, too.
âItâs not a question of whether you have that right. Itâs a question of what Homestead is obligated legally to tell you. Look, I just got off the phone with Michelle. I think you both should come have a session with her, at four oâclock.â
âI donât need a therapy session, I need an answer. My wife could be carrying the baby of a serial killer.â
Christine felt the words like a blow. Hearing Marcus say it aloud made it so real. Tears sprang to her eyes. It was real. It was true . And she was lost, all was lost. Her dream of motherhood, of parenthood, of their new family, was over. Her thoughts raced. She knew Marcus would never think of the baby as his, would never see himself as the father, and the babyâs father was a killer, a murderer. But she was carrying the baby, it was still her baby, and she and the baby were all alone, on their own. She was holding the bag .
Marcus and Dr. Davidow kept talking on the phone, but their voices grew far away. Christine couldnât hear anything they were saying, she couldnât feel the dogâs head under her palm. Marcus was turning toward her, his forehead buckling in alarm, but she couldnât speak. The bedroom fell away, the heavenly blue walls and soft lamplights vanished, and she felt herself slipping into blackness.
She didnât have another thought before she fainted dead away.
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Chapter Seven
The entrance hall buzzed with last-day activity as Christine entered the school building. Teachersâ aides hustled back and forth to the office