heâ¦â
Baffled didnât begin to cover his response, but then again, sheâd been a little baffled at Mr. Shawâs response herself. Which was why sheâd laughed.
âWhy were you letting him order you around at all?â
She shrugged and turned to face Caleb fully now, because he felt safe again. Because she felt safe again, and because it was so hard to deny the stupid affection she felt for him. âHe was hurt. He was embarrassed andâ¦â She probably shouldnât say it, probably shouldnât offer a piece of herself like this, but something about the day was wreaking havoc on her good sense. âHe reminded me of you.â Sheâd seen that goodness both men seemed so determined to keep hidden and deny.
Caleb looked at her for the longest time, and she couldnât begin to make sense of it. A kind of surprised bafflement, mixed with hurt and fear and pain and⦠Oh, the poor idiot was so damn lost, and she wished she could help him.
Which probably made her the poor idiot.
âI have work to do,â he said, abruptly turning away from her. âGo back to the cabin and stay there.â
âCan I help?â she blurted before she had time to swallow it down, to temper the panic at being alone again. She hated the silence and the dark and the lonely depression that skittered along the edges of everything. Sheâd prefer him threatening her. Sheâd prefer Eddie. Sheâd prefer any damn thing if it meant not being alone anymore.
âHelp?â He said the word like it was so foreign he didnât know the meaning of it.
âA payment of sorts. If thereâs a chore or work I can doâ¦â She felt stupid for offering, both because he was looking at her with such baffled suspicion and because offering help would only give him the impression she owed him, and even if she did, she didnât want him thinking she thought she did.
If that made any sense.
âYouâre supposed to be hiding. To be keeping out of sight.â
âI can do all that. If your dad and Summer already know Iâm hereâ¦â Thatâs when it all dominoed in her head. Who Summer looked like. Mel. An uncanny resemblance, really, and if Delia had spent any time around Mel recently, she might have recognized it right away. âSheâs related to you?â
Caleb jerked a shoulder. âYeah. So?â
âHow?â
âI donât have time for this. I have work to do.â He stalked out of the room, and against every sensible thought in her head, Delia scrambled after him.
Chapter 6
Caleb shoved his feet into his boots. He ignored the way Delia stopped on the last stair and simply watched him.
He hated the way she did that. Because unlike Mel or Summer, he wasnât sure he was fooling her at all. It felt like she could see beyond the bravado, the anger, the intimidating looks, and see all the fear and confusion underneath.
Worse, every once in a while he felt compelled to lay it at her feet, half convinced sheâd know what to do with it.
Luckily, he wasnât a total foolâjust half of oneâand he kept it to himself.
âWhy wonât you tell me who she is to you?â
He was relieved the smallness in her voice was gone. The wavery way sheâd spoken to him after heâd⦠Fuck, heâd threatened her like some kind of monster. Proving yet again what he was. âWhat does it matter?â
âI donât know.â She sounded genuinely confused. He shoved his arms into his coat. He was an hour off schedule, and cows waited for no manâs problems. The last time heâd tried that, one had escaped and Mel had stopped speaking to him for days.
He threw the door open and pointed outside. âGo.â
âSoâ¦â Her dark, wide eyes stared at him. âI canât help?â
She made it sound like he was denying her water, when he was providing her shelter and had