Free Betrayed (The Worshipped Series Book 2) by Brie Paisley

idea if he did or didn’t. As soon as my head hit the pillow I was out. Josh must have left. I don’t see any dead bodies in the room. Not unless he hid them in the bathroom, but then again, it would’ve been at least a few to have that much blood on him. 
    Josh finally figures out there isn’t anyone in our room or trying to attack us. If the situation wasn’t as serious as I am thinking it is, I would’ve laughed at him. He turns to me, wide eyed and steps closer to me. I shake my head no, and try to crawl into a ball. I don’t know if he forgot he has blood on him or not. But what kind of man is he if he can kill someone without a second thought or have any remorse at what he’s done. He finally realizes why I am cowering away from him. He looks down at his hands and drops them at his sides. 
    “Fuck. Karen…” 
    Maybe he thinks about telling me what happened and thinks better of it. He opens his mouth then closes it. I might never know. He doesn’t finish whatever he is going to say and walks straight to the bathroom. I hear the water come on and thank God he is washing all that blood off. On the other hand, my urge to pee is painful and hearing the running water is antagonizing me. I’m breathing through my nose and  I have to cross my legs while practicing my Kegel exercises just so I don’t piss myself. Thankfully, Josh doesn’t take his time in the shower. He comes out naked again, and goes to his bag for clothes. I can’t even enjoy the nice view I am getting because any minute my bladder is going to explode. And the fact that I know he is a monster.  
    “Josh ... I ... I really need to use the bathroom.” Why am I stuttering? I haven’t done that since I was like five. I blame Josh’s hot body for screwing with my brain and its inability to make the words come out right. He nods and comes over to untie me. Once I am free, he doesn’t try to stop me as I run to the bathroom and sit down on the toilet to relieve my bladder. 
    When I am finished, I wash my hands and I stand by the sink in the room. I always thought motels were weird for having some rooms with the sink not in with the bathtub or toilet. 
    I don’t know what I should be doing. Josh is sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. Whatever’s going through his mind it weighs heavy on him. I don’t know what to do. I stand by the sink instead, wishing I had more clothes on. While I like wearing Josh’s shirt, it isn’t covering enough of me for my comfort. I feel more exposed after last night’s spanking. Least he could’ve gotten me a toothbrush or some sweat pants. 
    I am about to ask him what is on his mind when he gets up. He walks over to the window and looks outside. He peers out for a few minutes and walks over to me. 
    “I will be right back. Don’t move.”
    I cross my arms over my chest and roll my eyes at him. I’m not some child he thinks he can boss around and it is starting to piss me off. He thinks I am being cute or funny. He smiles half smile and walks out the door. I want to go to the window to see what he is up to now. But another part of me, one that I wasn’t yet ready to come to terms with, wants to please him when he comes back and sees that I can listen to his barking orders. A little voice in my head, which I assume is my inner goddess, perks up at my decision to do as I am told. That little bitch needs to mind her own business. She enjoyed last night’s spanking way more than my normal self would. She is now nodding her head at me, and moving on all fours. Great. Now my new half wants to be drilled from behind. 
    I rub my eyes feeling a headache coming on. Josh comes back into the room then, with a handful of Walmart bags. When did he go to Walmart? I wish I could’ve seen him in Walmart. The thought of him walking around at a family store makes me giggle. He doesn’t seem the type to shop there. It must have been the way he carries himself that makes me think that. 
    He walks over to