Free Rubbed Raw by Bella Jeanisse Page A

frame and threw it at Chad. “Get out!”
    I froze on the couch, unsure of what was coming next. I could feel Giovanni’s anger building even more. He paced and breathed heavily for a few seconds. Then he went into his room and came out dressed, helmet in hand.
    “Where’re you going?” I got to my knees. “Don’t leave now.”
    He ignored me and slammed the door behind himself.
    My eyes opened wide, and I quickly ran after him, “Giovanni! No! Come back!” I cried out in the hallway. He didn’t even turn around, just ran down the stairs. “Please, I’m sorry.”
    I fell to the floor in hysterics when I heard the building’s main door slam shut. I must have been in that position for a long time. When I heard footsteps, my knees hurt.
    “I’m so sorry, baby,” Chad quietly said as he took my hands in his. “I didn’t mean....”
    “Don’t touch me!” I yelled at him, yanking my hands back. “You’ve done enough.” I put my head in my hands.
    “Let’s go back inside.”
    I looked up. “You gotta go. He’ll kill you if he finds you here.”
    “He left you all alone, baby. What if something happens?”
    I bit my quivering lip. “The door locks.”
    He pulled me to my feet, and I grabbed his arm to steady myself. “You OK?” He lifted my chin. “What happened after I left? Did he hurt you?”
    “No.” I sniffled and slowly walked back to the apartment. Then I groaned at the door. I didn’t have my keys.
    Chad came up behind me. “I got it.” He used his and opened the door. “He’ll be back, baby. I just know it.” He held the door open for me. “He’s done a lotta stupid things when he was drunk, believe me. He’s gotta clear his head. He’ll see we didn’t mean to hurt him.”
    “It’s not that simple, Chad.” I walked right to my room and stood in the doorway. “We had sex. It’s gonna be a huge thing, especially to him. It’s hard to explain.” My eyes welled up again, knowing how bad I had hurt Giovanni. “Leave, Chad, please. You being here will make it so much worse.”
    He hugged me from behind, and I squirmed away from him. “Baby, stop it.”
    “No, you gotta go, now!”
    He exhaled loudly then reluctantly left. I turned back to the bed Chad and I cheated in. The white stain made my tears come even faster. In a rage, I tore all the bedding off it. When clean sheets were on it again, I cried myself to sleep.

Chapter Seven
    A hand touched my back, and I jumped. Giovanni was standing over me, shirtless and sweaty, looking so sexy. I just looked at him, afraid to say the wrong thing.
    He didn’t say a word either, just put out his hand and led me to the bathroom, which I found weird. He looked me in the eye, kissed me and pushed me into the wall. When he stepped back, he pulled off my shirt and kissed me again deeply. Then he grabbed my hair and pulled my head back as his kisses got stronger.
    After maybe a minute, he pushed down my pajama pants, which I shoved aside. Next, he pulled a condom out of his pocket and held it between his teeth. Soon, he was naked also with the condom on.
    He pulled my hair again. I started to like it and moaned. Then he lifted me up, spread my legs and shoved my back against the wall, banging my head into it. He looked me in the eye again and kissed me, open-mouthed and with such desire, I forgot why I was upset.
    Suddenly, he rammed his entire length into my pussy in one stroke and growled under his breath, “You whore.”
    I winced and closed my eyes, worried it was only good-bye sex. Was that even a phrase? Then my breath caught in my throat as my body hit into the wall. He hates me?
    He started slamming his hips into me harder than ever before, just on the edge of pain. Thankfully, it pulled me out of my thoughts. He grunted with each violent thrust as I held onto his shoulders to keep from banging into the wall again.
    I looked into his eyes and saw only fury, but then he kissed me, forcefully, banging my head into the wall again.