Free Lawful Overdose by Justine Elvira Page A

desire as he moves his
mouth to my breasts, lowering the cups of my bra. He licks my nipple before
gently biting down. I feel it right in my core. My clit is throbbing, waiting
to be touched.
    Jaxon moves his mouth and repeats his licking and
biting action with my other nipple, as I lower my hand into the front of his
boxers, freeing his cock. I wrap my hand around his length, and I want to
scream just at the feel of him. He’s long, thick, and hard. I know he’s about
to rock my world.
    “Now,” I moan, as my back arches uncontrollably. “I
need you inside me now.”
    Thinking my words will do the trick, I’m surprised
when Jaxon stops moving. His body stills and his mouth moves away from my
breasts. I instantly miss him tongue fucking my nipples.
    “I’m sorry,” he pants.
    I’m so confused on what’s happening. The only thing
he should be sorry for is stopping.
    “Huh…” I softly whisper as I slowly start to stroke
his dick.
    I hear him grunt in pleasure before his hand moves
to mine, pulling them off of him.
    “We can’t do this, not yet.”
    I’m completely stunned.
    I lift myself up on my elbows and stare at him. I’m
trying to see any indecision on his face, but he’s wearing a perfect mask,
showing me he’s in control of himself.
    “Are you fucking kidding me?” I shout, not caring if
his roommate and Piper will hear. “We’re practically naked, you’re hard as a
rock, and my pussy is throbbing, waiting to have your dick inside it. What guy
stops when he’s this close to getting laid?”
    I don’t break eye contact with him. I want to see
his reaction. I want to know why I’m obviously not good enough for him to
screw.
    “No guy has ever told you no, have they?"
    “Excuse me?” I ask, wondering where the hell he is
going with this.
    “Sex… with you. No guy has ever told you no when
you’ve wanted to have sex. Am I right?”
    I break eye contact and look around the room. If I
tell him he’s right, I risk the chance of looking like a total slut.
    What the hell do I care, he’s made it clear he
doesn’t want to sleep with me.
    “Yes, you’re right. Until you, I’ve never been
turned down for sex. Most guys recognize a good thing when it’s in front of
them.”
    “And that’s exactly why I’m not sleeping with you
tonight.”
    “You’re not fucking me tonight because you can’t
recognize a good thing?”
    He sighs in frustration and I watch him move his
hand through his hair. He takes a step toward me, leaning over the bed, and
grabs my hands. In the blink of an eye, I’m up on my feet standing chest to
chest with him.
    “No,” he says firmly. “I’m not having sex with you
because you’ve never been told no. Which means, you’ve been treated like a
piece of ass for how many years, and you’ve become okay with it. Hell, you’ve
probably convinced yourself that you like it that way, but you’re special… I
think you’re special.”
    He moves his hands to the top of my shoulders, and
gently caresses my shoulder blades.
    “I’ve enjoyed our time together the past two days.
I like you, Tessa, and despite what you may be thinking, I want to sleep with
you. I want to fuck you hundreds of different ways, in every place I can
imagine. I want to own you, but I want you to want to be owned first.”
    Wow.
    His words entrap me and for the first time ever, I
think I want to be the other half in a relationship. I want to be Jaxon’s.
    “Someone's messed you up and you think all you
deserve is random hook ups and a dick to get off on. Well, I’m not that hook up.
I’ll gladly be the dick you get off on, regularly, but that will have to wait
until you’re ready… and I’ll know you’re ready when you decide to use a
different word than fuck when referring to us being intimate. I’m not opposed
to fucking, but that’s not the only kind of sex there is.”
    Jaxon moves in and gently kisses my forehead. I’m
lightheaded from the feel of his lips.
    “You can stay or