Free Cast In Secret by Michelle Sagara Page A

thoughts are so vast and so strange they are more comfortable for us in many ways.”
    She wondered at a race that could find the presence of Dragons more comforting than the presence of humans.
    “There is very little a Dragon fears,” Epharim said.
    And she didn’t even resent the way he answered the things she hadn’t said aloud. Perhaps her time with Nightshade had prepared her for this. Or perhaps the child had given her a small key.
    “Fear?”
    He nodded.
    “It’s the fear that’s bad?”
    “It is the fear that is most common. We frighten your kind.”
    She nodded, and with more force.
    “Fear kills,” he told her quietly. “It maims and it kills. It twists and it breaks. And among your kind, fear is part of the foundations upon which you build all thought.” His face shuttered as he said this, and he looked at her with his pale eyes, his antennae drawn back and down across his hair. “It is why so few are chosen to go and be among your kind. It takes a special talent to dwell so long with your thoughts and not absorb them, becoming like you.”
    Kaylin couldn’t even imagine a life without fear.

    Ybelline’s dwelling was not small. It was a manor, but all of its surfaces were rounded; even the corners of the building bent gradually, and looked to Kaylin’s eye like a rectangle trying its best to imitate an oval, and not quite succeeding. It felt like stone to the touch, and she knew this because she did. But it was a brown that most stone didn’t go without effort.
    There were windows along the curve of the wall, but no balcony. Doors, the only flat surface she could see. Instead of steps, there was a ramp that sloped up gradually. Epharim lead them toward it.
    “You don’t have horses here?”
    “There are horses where horses are needed,” he replied. “But we find oxen more pliable.”
    “But they’re food!”
    He said nothing, but it was the kind of nothing that promoted stillness.
    The doors slid open – literally disappearing into either wall – as he approached. “Ybelline will be in the back,” he told her. “She’s expecting you.” He paused, and then added, “We understand your fear, Kaylin Neya. It is not entirely groundless. But if I have said we live without fear, I have not been entirely truthful. We fear your kind.”
    She started to say something, managed to think the better of it before the words left her mouth, and said instead, “So do I.”
    “Help us, if you can.”
    Before she could ask him more, he turned and left them. Kaylin looked at Severn. Severn was quiet and remote. “What do you think is going on?” she asked softly.
    “Nothing good.” He began to walk and Kaylin fell into step beside him. “You did well, out there.”
    “Hmm?”
    “With the child.”
    “The – Oh.” She opened her mouth and he lifted a hand.
    “Don’t tell me you didn’t do that on purpose.”
    “But – ”
    “Because it doesn’t matter. Be yourself here. It’s enough.”
    “I’m always myself,” she said, half-ruefully, thinking about Marcus and the Hawks.
    “I know. I’ve watched you, remember?” He shook his head. “I couldn’t have done that.”
    “He was a child.”
    “I know. But – they were willing to touch you.”
    “No one touched – ”
    “Your thoughts, at that moment. They all did.”
    She hesitated; a momentary revulsion gripped her.
    “They’re afraid of us with more reason than we fear them,” he told her quietly. “Study the Tha’alani. Those who walk among the deaf will come back injured, or insane – by their standards – if they go too often. They absorb our fear and our terrible isolation.
    “We’re a race of insane people, to the Tha’alani. Think about it, Kaylin – a home where there can be no misunderstanding. Where all anger is known and faced instantly, and all fear is addressed and calmed. Where all love is known, and all desire is accepted.”
    “Oh?” Kaylin said, after a moment. “Then why am I here