âSounds right intârestinâ.â
âDad thinks maybe itâs rustlers. He says the Big Bend is full of them. Iâve got his old six-gun with me in case itâs something like that.â
âYou a purty good hand with a gun?â
âI havenât had much practice,â Ben Thurston admitted. âBut I guess Iâll do all right if I have to. Iâve heard that most of these so-called badmen are really cowards when it comes to a gunfight.â
âThat so?â Dusty had his cigarette rolled. He lit a match and looked at his companion in the opposite seat in the tiny light. He saw a young, peaked face under the brim of a white Panama hat, and a striped shirt and tie and a city coat. He lit his cigarette and blew the match out. The coach was still rolling along at a fast clip and there was so sign of a pursuing posse as yet.
âIf the Rollins girl is as pretty as her picture, I may decide to marry her and stay here to run the ranch,â Ben told him.
âSheâs purty, huh?â
âHer picture is. She sent it in her letter. Iâve got it right here. Iâll show it to you if you want to hold another match.â
Dusty didnât particularly care to look at a girlâs picture right then. Heâd had his fill of girls back in Marfa. But he got out a match and struck it, leaned sideways to look at the picture Ben Thurston held out for him.
His fingers shook as he looked at Katieâs likeness. It was like her eyes were looking right at him, begging him to help her; like her lips were parted to speak to him. He knew right away she wasnât the kind of girl to call for help unless she needed it bad.
He darted another look at Ben Thurston as the match flickered out and felt sorry for Katie Rollins. She was sure due to be bad disappointed when she saw what her letter had brought to the Big Bend from Colorado. Of course, there hadnât been any way for her to know what the son of her daddyâs old partner would be like.
Ben said eagerly, âWouldnât you marry a pretty girl like that if you had the chance?â
âWhat makes you think sheâll have you?â
Ben laughed self-consciously. âI guess she will, all right. It was a sort of joke when we were little ⦠between our fathers. They always said weâd get married when we grew up. I guess maybe sheâs been wondering why I didnât come to see her. Maybe thatâs the real reason why she wrote the letter, not because of any trouble at all. You know how girls are. Not wanting to come right out and ask a man.â
Dusty was conscious of an intense feeling of dislike for his coach companion. He asked, âHas she seen a picture of you?â
âNot since I was five years old. Sheâll be surprised, all right, when she sees me tomorrow morning.â
Dusty said, âYeh. I reckon she will.â It made him sort of sick to think about it: to think about a girl waiting eagerly and hopefully for a man to help herâand then drawing something like Ben Thurston. It was a downright shame. But she was a girl after all. The same sex as Rosa. He was a damn fool to be feeling sorry for her. She probably wasnât any better than Rosa. Writing letters to a man sheâd never seen!
But he knew in his heart that she was different from Rosa. No girl could look like the one in the picture without being pretty much all right. Heâd bet she was on the square. If he wasnât ridinâ for the Border with a posse behind him, by God, he might stop off in Hermosa his ownself to see what kinda fix she was in. If she needed a gun-hand â¦
But it wasnât any good thinking about that. He couldnât stop this side of the Rio Grande. No decent girl like Katie Rollins would ever look at him again. One mistake in Marfa had ended all that for him. Forever. By running away like this heâd practically admitted his guilt.
He began to wish