rings, which means my fries are ready. I pay for them and sit and eat a couple. Libby comes and eats some, too. Sheâs found a girl she knows. The two of them sit across from me, eating fries and chattering about schools and people they might know in common.
I get bored and decide to walk around. I go upstairs and stand in the main lobby and watch a limousine pull up, gleaming in the cold desert air. There are people in suits standing around, men in âdressâ black cowboy boots, women with Botoxed faces. Maybe these are the people my dad came here to network with.
I think about my mom back at the cabin with my dad. Iâm not a huge fan of my dadâI guess thatâs pretty obvious. He has a way about him, though. He is good at making people do stuff. Forcing you. Manipulating you. People like him rule the world. Maybe I should be glad. Our family has everything we need.
I look up at the ceiling of the big main room. Itâs designed to look like a Native American lodge, with huge wooden beams, all of them going into the center like spokes on a wheel.
I miss my mom. I mean, itâs not like she went somewhere. Sheâs right downstairs every morning when I wake up. But not really. Not totally.
I walk around more. There are nice carpeted halls on the second floor, leather couches, old photographs of ranches and early settlements. I find two high school girls talking on cell phones. They wear sweatshirts, sweatpants; their hair is pulled back in neat ponytails. They look at their nails while they talk. Boyfriends back home, no doubt. I pass them and go outside, onto the deck. The stars are out. And you can see Mount Bachelor standing in the distance. Silent, god-like, Mount Bachelor. What if, when the polar ice caps melt, the oceans rise so high that the mountains are the only land thatâs left on earth? That would be weird. Like only the stuff on those mountains would still be alive, like alpine flowers or certain birds. Gabe says birds can survive anything. Theyâve been here longer than any other species. That would be funny if, in the future, aliens came to earth and found this water world, with only a couple tiny islands sticking up, and they moved here and set up floating colonies and lived here for hundreds of years, and then one day a couple aliens decided to explore the ocean and went down there and discovered our abandoned cities. Wow, theyâd say in their alien language, someone was here before! All the other aliens would get very excited. There would be TV specials about us. They would have pictures of what they think we looked like. But then the buzz would die down. The average alienwouldnât care that much. Eventually it would only be the geeky scientist aliens who would think about it. Nobody else would really care. Theyâd have their own problems.
Itâs cold on the deck so I go back downstairs to the TeenZone. Libby wants to stay and hang out with her new friend. So I slip Black Elk Speaks into my coat pocket and walk home to the cabin without her, which turns out to be a mistake.
ME ( walking in ): Hey.
MOM: How was the lodge?
ME: Okay.
DAD: Whereâs your sister?
ME: She met some girl she knew.
MOM: What? You left Libby?
ME: I didnât leave her. She met some girl she knew.
DAD: Where is she now?
ME: I donât know. Back at the teen place.
MOM: You canât just leave your sister!
ME: Sheâs thirteen. Sheâs fine.
MOM: Itâs too late for her.
ME: Itâs not even ten oâclock.
DAD: She canât walk home by herself.
ME: She met some people. And why canât she walk home? Thereâs nobody here but rich people.
DAD: Donât start giving us attitude. This is Libby weâre talking about.
ME: What attitude?
MOM ( to Dad ): Do you think sheâs okay?
DAD ( to Mom ): Iâll drive over there.
MOM ( to Dad ): Where do you think she is?
DAD ( to Mom ): I donât know. Iâll find her.
ME: