You could be waiting for ages.â
âI donât want any old pony. I need one I can rely on â it needs to be completely bombproof for my daughter.â
âI couldnât fault him. He struck me as the kind of pony whoâd appreciate someone small to love him.â
âWhatâs he like then?â Robbie sighs. âSell him to me.â
âHeâs about 13.2, chestnut with a white blaze.â
âA good horse is never a bad colour, so they say. How old?â
âMiddling, according to the vet. Fifteen or sixteen. He seems to have plenty of life left in him.â
âMuch as it sounds like a charitable thing to do, heâs no use to me.â
âHe has a couple of patches where a saddle has rubbed and the hair has grown back white, so he must have had tack on at some time.â
âThat doesnât necessarily mean heâd accept a saddle now.â
âHe might be useful as a therapy pony,â I suggest, determined not to give up just yet.
âIâm not sure that a rescue of unknown history fits the job description.â
âItâs okay if you donât think heâll be suitable, but I liked him and heâs had a tough time. Iâd like to think of him having a better life with someone like Maisie to care for him.â
Robbie touches the corners of his eyes.
âYou are bringing me to tears,â he jokes. âGod, Flick, you are very persuasive.â
I wish I was, I think. I wish I could persuade him not only to consider the pony as an option, but me as well, because although Iâm virtually falling over myself in front of him, heâs treating me as a new friend, one of the lads. He isnât looking at me with any hint of appreciation or attraction in his eyes. Thereâs nothing to suggest that heâs noticed that Iâm a woman â and why should he, I ask myself, when I smell of horse and can throw a bale of hay as high as he can?
âWhatâs this ponyâs name?â
âHe didnât have one, so we christened him Paddington. I suppose you might want to change it,â I add when he stands in front of me, his mouth curving into a smile.
âWhat kind of name is that? Who chose it?â
âI did.â
âPaddington!â He laughs as he follows me out of the stable. âLet me think about it.â
I close the door behind us. Rafa is in the adjacent stable, fidgeting to get out and scraping the floor. I take a couple of screwed-up notes from my pocket and hand them over to Robbie.
âHereâs what I owe you for the hay, and I said Iâd buy you a drink.â
âDonât worry about the delivery. It didnât take long.â As I suppress a twinge of disappointment, he moves up to pat Rafaâs neck. My horse looks past him, tossing his head with impatience, as if to say, âStop wittering and let me out of here.â
âHave you ridden him past the pigs again?â
âNot yet. Iâve been too busy to take him out.â I pause, wondering when Iâm next going to see Robbie â not because I fancy the breeches off him, you understand, but I could do with a friend to show me around.
My friends from school and uni are scattered across the country, and busy with their own lives. Even Sarah, whoâs been like a sister to me, is currently less available than she used to be because sheâs pregnant and moving house. We talk on the phone and keep up on Facebook, but it isnât the same as meeting face to face. âHow about going out for a hack sometime?â
âThat would be great. I canât give Nelson a good gallop when Iâm out with Maisie, and Dillonâs not keen on keeping me company. Much as I love spending time with my half-brother, you can have too much of a good thing.â
âHalf-brother?â
âEveryone thinks of us as full brothers,â Robbie explains. âAlthough Sally Ann is my mum