Ledbetter and Emma Sue who would agree with you. And Iâm sure I donât know how many others. But, LuAnne, Iâll tell you this, if I decide to runâand thatâs a big ifâIwould expect everyone who signed that petition to vote for me, and that means you, too.â
âJulia, I just told you . . .â
âI donât care what you just told me. I expect you to stand by your promise, and your signature on that petition is the promise of a vote. You canât say one thing and do another, LuAnne, it doesnât work that way.â
She drew herself up and sniffed. âWell, Iâm just telling you the way it is. And you know me, Julia, I am honest to the core and I stand on my convictions. I would think youâd want to know how I really feel. And think of this: Nobody knows how anybody else votes, so for all you know, I may vote for you, and I may not. Besides, I know that underneath it all you donât really want to be an elder, do you?â
âIf I decide to run, LuAnne, I would expect to win. And if I have to do it without you, then I will. Now, Hazel Marieâs waiting, so I have to go. Thank you for sharing this with me.â And I took myself off, leaving her feeling self-righteously honest, if a trifle told off by her best friend.
Chapter 9
Hazel Marie chattered all the way home, beside herself with excitement over my possible run for the session. I mostly sat and listened, holding on to the armrest, as I usually did when she drove. Now that I had her alone in the car, I couldnât bring myself to tell her about Uncle Vern. Hazel Marie lived in the present more than anybody Iâd ever known. She viewed the world with eager expectancy, which was a marvel to me, since the world had not treated her all that well. Until I came into her life, that is. Or rather, until she came into mine, and I kept her in it.
I hated that she had to be told that something was threatening not only her well-being, but Little Lloydâs, too. And that kept my tongue still and my mouth closed. That, and being too close to home to get it all said and dealt with.
âI know the pastor wonât like it,â Hazel Marie said, glancing at me, then quickly back at the street. âBut thatâs never stopped you before. I think itâs just what the church needs. We could use a little shaking up. Why, Miss Julia, youâll be representing half the congregation.â
âMore than half, Hazel Marie.â
âThatâs what I mean. Anyway, Iâd love to be a fly on the wall at the session meetings when youâre there. I bet those old men wonât know what to do with you.â She laughed with delight.
âI havenât said Iâd do it.â
âOh, but I think you should. Itâs perfectly all right now, and you know our church is way behind the times. A lot of churches have had women elders for ever so long, and nobody thinks anything about them now.â
âI know, Hazel Marie, change has been in the air for years, but the Bible hasnât changed. And, you have to admit, that Paul was pretty specific about who should be deacons and elders and bishops, and it certainly wasnât women.â
âWell, but in those days women didnât go to school or get out in the world. Itâs different now, and I think if Paul was living now, heâd be singing a different tune.â
She turned into our driveway, came to a stop, and put the car into park. âAnyway,â she went on, âwhatever I can do to help, just let me know.â
I opened the car door, but didnât make a move to get out. âHazel Marie, donât get too worked up over this, because Iâm inclined not to do it. For one thing, I have a lot on my mind right now and donât have time to fiddle with it. And for another, Iâm not convinced that we should go against the Bible, even if parts of it do seem out-of-date and a little on
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