away any chance for something more.
To distract himself from the ache of wanting her,he pointed out a couple of constellations, and they sat quietly for a long time, swaying with the motion of the boat and sipping their wine.
When she looked up at him with her sweet smile, he couldnât keep himself from lifting her chin and kissing her. Giving her enough time to protest, he kissed her forehead. When her smile deepened, he touched his lips to hers.
Her arms went around his neck, and she kissed him back. He heard a slight sound of pleasure and he traced her lips with his tongue.
âMmmâ¦Brian?â
He couldnât get enough of her. She was the one woman he could never get out of his mind.
He realized now heâd been subconsciously comparing all the other women heâd dated to Mari. And theyâd never measured up. Never given him that feeling of finding âhomeâ in their arms, as she hadâand as she did now.
He felt a push on his arms, and a greater rocking of the boat. He broke the kiss.
âMari?â
âBrian, what are we doing?â Her eyes were wide with shock.
âKissing.â He grinned.
âWe canât be kissing.â
âIâm pretty sure thatâs what we were doing.â
She seemed a little tense and gave a nervous laugh, but she cupped her hand over the water, ready to splash him again.
âOkayâ¦okayâ¦maybe I do deserve that,â he said. âBut you have to admit that you kissed me back.â
She let the water drain between her fingers. âItâs not you. Itâs me. I want us to stay friends and not complicate things. And Iâve made some poor decisions where men are concerned.â
He sat straighter. âYou think Iâm a poor decision?â
âYou know what I mean, Bri.â
âOkay.â He moved back to his seat and picked up the oars. âDo you want to limit our relationship to strictly business?â
âA business relationship? What do you mean by that?â Her eyes narrowed.
âUhâ¦â What did he mean by that? He couldnât just come out and tell her that he wanted her job, could he? Not now. Not when she was so conflicted about whether or not she wanted it herself. âMari, I know youâre afraid of being hurt, but I swear, thatâs not my intention. Iâm not like all those other guys.â
He looked out into the darkness. Maybe he was just like them. Maybe he was worse. After all, they only wanted a promotion, but he wanted her job.
But as far as their relationship was concerned, his intentions were real. But how could he prove that to her?
Mari sighed. âGive me time, Brian. I need to figure some things out.â
He nodded. âFair enough.â
Time was his old enemy. Time had taken Mari away from him every summer, had kept them apart for years.
But not now. Not this time.
Chapter Seven
M ari sat on the big leather side chair in the corner of the great room, with her journal on her lap and a pen in her hand.
She couldnât be any more confused if this day had been her first day of high school.
Doodling on a clean page, she couldnât stop thinking about Brian and the kiss theyâd shared under the stars. She could still feel the warmth of his lips on hers, the gentle sway of the rowboat, the press of his body against her ownâ¦.
She closed her eyes. There were too many pent-up feelings between them. A kiss would surely lead to more. Could she handle a relationship with Brian?
It didnât take a crystal ball to figure out that she could easily fall for him.
Her big crush on him when she was sixteen had been so painful that sheâd never thought sheâd recover. It seemed that one moment they were kissing, and the next heâd just walked away, out of her life.
And now he was back. She hadnât been able to get him out of her mind since she saw him at the real-estate office the day she arrived. She