on the windowsill, enjoying the feel of the cool breeze against her face and shoulders, enjoying being alone for the first time that evening.
âWarm, isnât it?â said a silky smooth male voice.
She glanced up. A tall, muscular man with oversize, darkly tinted glasses and a long, thick mustache stood beside her, a little too close. He smiled at her. âYes, very,â she said, polite but cool, and again faced the window.
âThis is my first time here,â he said. His hair was slicked straight back and heavily pomaded.
She didnât reply.
âItâs rather intimidating,â he continued. âAll these people. You never know if any of them will talk to you or not.My friends told me to give it a try, though. They saidâ¦they said most people were pretty nice.â
What was this guy doing, trying to pick her up or hold a session with Dr. Joyce Brothers? âAnd some want to be left alone,â she said pointedly.
âThatâs very true. Do you come here often?â he asked.
He was dense or persistent or both. She folded her arms, still staring at the alley view of garbage cans and backs of buildings. âNo.â
âOh? Why not?â he asked. He leaned his shoulder against the window frame and cocked his head, a casual pose, as if they were having a friendly chat. It was presumptuous. She wished heâd go away from her window.
She stiffened. âI havenât wanted to.â
âAh. Well, youâre lucky. Yours is a much better reason than mine.â
Sheâd had it. This boor was a walking cliché. âI know, you were too busy working, right? Something involving high finance, making lots of money, I suppose? Pardon me if Iâm not impressed.â Sheâd delivered the words with a sneering tone that should make any self-respecting male leave in a huff. It didnât.
âNo, thatâs not it at all. But still, I donât blame you for not being impressed. Thereâs nothing impressive about me, Iâm afraid.â She glanced his way. These were the first words heâd spoken that had any ring of truth. He shook his head, then bowed it, as if casting his gaze downward. Through his eyeglassesâ dark tint, she couldnât tell for sure. âIâve been alone too much,â he added.
This guy had quite a line going. Heâd almost taken her in, too. He was pretty good at this. âSo youâve come to a dance club to make up for it?â
He chuckled. âI can see you donât believe me. I donât blame you. Myâ¦my reason isnât very believable, Iâm afraid.â
âNow that I do believe,â she said, not sure why she was still being civil. Well, sort of civil.
He adjusted his glasses. âActually, it was pretty terribleââ
That did it. âExcuse me,â she said, and turned to leave.
âWait. Iâm sorry. Iâm making quite a mess of explaining.â He quickly stepped in front of her. âMyâ¦my wife died some months ago.â
âSure.â She tried to get around him.
âHere I thought you were a decent human being!â His lip curled in disgust, and he stepped back as if fearful of being tainted by her.
She stared at him in shock.
âI donât know the kind of people you normally associate with, lady,â he said, âbut I assure you, I wouldnât lie about my wifeâs death. You may be lovely, but no one is that beautiful.â His voice broke, and he faced the window.
She felt guilty and very, very small over the way sheâd spoken. When had she become so jaded? âWait! Iâm sorry.â She touched his arm. âIt was just after being hit on all evening, I was feeling, wellâ¦It was a callous thing to say.â
He nodded, saying nothing, his back rigid as he stared through those dark, sightless glasses.
Uneasily she said, âItâll take time.â She began backing away.