rarely shared them. A little surprised, I left the garden. In my chamber I unlocked Fatherâs trunk, thankful I had a key to protect the medicines inside. I still had no door key. Had Jackrun tried to bring it up last night while I was with the queen? I found the corked ointment jar and pulled it out. Kip wouldnât need the breathing cure Iâd used on Melo.
I locked the trunk, remembering Meloâs soft cheek, still wet with tears as he sucked in breath after breath. Four males and one female had been born to the women whoâd used my fatherâs medicine. Both sexes were needed to ensure our small tribeâs survival. The Adan had planned to treat more women with Kuyawan, hoping they would have girls. Now I used all our precious Kuyawan to help
one
womanâthe one woman whoâd ordered the army down to hold my people captive.
It was deeply wrong.
Kip was in the queenâs lap when I returned. He sniffed a little as he ate sweetmeats from her hand. âHe looks much better already, Your Majesty.â
Queen Adela smiled up at me, her face radiant with joy. I had never seen such a look from her before.
This is what she has been missing,
I thought
. Her son is grown. Itâs been years since she had her own child on her lap.
I pulled the stopper from the jar.
âCareful with him now, Uma,â she warned.
âYes, Your Majesty.â She watched like a doting mother as I salved the pinkish swollen spot on Kipâs neck.
âBee!â he said, whimpering.
Queen Adela wrapped her arm around him. âIt is all right, Kip. My physician will help that nasty sting go away. And when you are better, we will play catch again.â
I joined Tabitha in the shade of a cherry tree. âThank you for helping Kip,â she said.
âIt was my pleasure.â
The queen is very taken with him,
I thought to say before deciding not to. âYour chain of fire was beautiful last night.â
She smiled. I was sad to see thick lace wrapped around her neck hiding her dragon scales.
âYou donât need to wear that,â I said softly. Tabitha fingered it a moment, blushed, and dropped her hand. I wondered how long it would take for Desmondâs caustic remarks to fade, how long she would continue to keep her scales covered.
âHave you seen Jackrun this morning?â I still needed that key.
âHeâs usually out fighting in the practice yard this time of the morning.â
I nodded, liking the sound of that. âBut,â she went on, âhe left before dawn with Babak to invite the island fairies to the masked ball we are having in honor of the kingâs visit tomorrow night. Do you dance?â she asked, giving a graceful swirl, her lavender skirts flaring out.
âNot your courtly dances,â I admitted.
âBut others? Euit dances? Maybe you can teach me some?â I thought of our men in their impressive clothes and headdresses, of how proud Father looked as Mother helped him into his colorful costume for the ceremonies, the complicated Moon Dance steps our men did in the center of our circle, and the wilder courtship dances where our warriors truly shone.
âThe dances are very . . . bold.â
âGood,â she said. I liked her for that.
She gave me a smile I didnât know how to receive. When I was small, Iâd tried to play with the other girls. Their mothers tugged them away. Later those same mothers let me in their huts when I trailed behind my father. The women were warmer. Still, Iâd wondered if their smiles were genuine or if they only welcomed me to please the Adan.
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A N HOUR LATER I was peering through the iron grille of my tower window, watching Jackrun and Babak soar high above the earth. I traced the fox mark below my collarbone. Fox is an earth animal, and I am mostly earth, but a person needs to balance all four sacred elements to be whole. I needed more wind, more