to the bureau/changing table, laid her down and checked her diaper.
âWet,â he said, bending so close his forehead and Lenaâs almost met.
âOog. Ga,â said Lena.
âYes, maâam,â Flynt replied. âIâm on it.â And he was. In no time at all, he was snapping her back into her lightweight pjâs. âThere. All better.â Lena let out more nonsense sounds, waving her arms and kicking her legs. Her fat little fist ran into his nose, then opened and grabbed on.
âHey.â He laughed, catching that tiny hand, whichinstantly wrapped itself around his thumb. âCut it out.â He kissed the plump pink knuckles.
Josie looked on, her poor heart melting right down to pure mush. He did have a way with that baby, now, didnât he? And he didnât even flinch at the prospect of changing a diaper.
Heartbreaker, he might be. But there was good-guy potential there, a steady, dependable man inside him. Always had been.
Josieâs job over the next two weeks or soâuntil the results of that paternity test came through and the unassailable truth finally had to be facedâwould be to set that good man free.
He slid a clean diaper onto his shoulder and then lifted Lena into his arms.
Right then he looked at Josie and scowled. âWhat?â The word was pure challenge. He must have seen the softness in her eyes.
She almost lied, almost waved a hand and told him nothing.
But where would avoiding his challenges get her?
Hey, she thought. Iâve quit my job and gone and moved in down the hall from him. Might as well go for it, starting right now.
She asked, âHow in the world did you ever get it in your head to marry someone like Monica?â
Seven
F lynt had a little trouble believing sheâd said that.
He didnât like to talk about Monica, and everyone close to him knew it. Josie knew it. She knew it damn well.
People respected his natural desire for silence on the subject of Monica. They respected his grief and they knew of his guilt.
They left it alone.
Josie had always left it alone, tooâat least, until now. It wasnât as if she didnât already know plenty. Sheâd seen way too much, both of the hell that his marriage had been and after, when he tried to drown himself in a river of good scotch.
âFlynt?â
He didnât answer. He turned from her and carried Lena back to her crib, laid her down. Those innocent eyes looked up at him, that little mouth moving, hand still waving.
Behind him, Josie said nothing.
Damn her.
It wasnât the first time sheâd presumed more than she should have with him.
She was the one, after all, who had shamed him into getting sober a year and a half ago. Sheâd told him off good and proper, when no one else had the guts to do it.
Shocked the hell out of him, when she did that.
Josie, of all people. Josie, who looked after him, who took care of him, who kept her mouth shut and her eyes down.
For a year or so after the accident, sheâd coddled him. There was no other word for it. Sheâd help him stagger to his bedroom late at night when he was still just sober enough to get there before he passed out. And when he passed out before he got there, sheâd take off his shoes and put a blanket over him. Sheâd clean up his messes.
For that year, she gave him just what he needed in a woman: a combination nanny and servant. She had the patience of a saint. If someone had told him ahead of time that it was his housekeeper who would finally get him to put the cork in the bottle, heâd have laughed them right out of Texas.
People did try in that year to talk to him about his drinking. His mother had come after him, and his father. Theyâd even sent Judge Bridges in one day to try to make him see the light.
Heâd ignored them all and kept on drinking.
And then, a year and a half ago, in December, Josie came into his study one morning when he