talkinâ.â
Josie patted Alvaâs hand some more. âI didnât want to worry you.â
âYouâll worry me more now by not telling me who the man is.â
Josie swallowed. Why not tell her mother? Alva only wanted to understand. âItâs Flynt Carson.â
âOh, my,â said Alva, shaking her head.
âKeep it to yourself, Mama.â
âDonât you worry. I will.â
âI can see it in your eyes. You think Iâm making a big mistake.â
âItâs all right,â her mama said. âYou follow your heart now. Youâre wiser than I ever was. And your heart does know the way.â
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Josie didnât get back to the ranch until after seven. Cara was watching Lena by then.
âJosie.â Cara had kind eyesâeyes that made no judgments. âWeâve missed you. Good to have you back.â
âGood to be here.â And it wasâthough it was a little bit nerve-racking, too. She kept thinking how sheâd be sleeping right down the hall from Flynt. And taking care of the baby he still believed to be theirs.
âYouâll need time to put your things away,â Cara suggested. âIâll stay here with Lena. Go ahead and get settled in.â
âThanks.â
Cara waved a hand as if to say that thanks werenât needed. âWhat about dinner? Did you eat? Call the kitchen and have something sent to your room.â
Josie spent a half an hour or so putting some of her clothes into drawers and hanging the rest in her new roomâs small closet. She also set out the few personal things she liked to have with her wherever she stayedâa framed picture of herself and Alva, a little chipped Hummel statue of a shepherd boy holding alamb, some big quartz crystals sheâd found on a trip to Arkansas and, of course, her computer.
The housekeeper brought up her tray just as she got everything in order. She carried it into the babyâs room, thinking sheâd tell Cara it was okay if she wanted to go.
But Cara had already slipped out, probably gone home to the small caretakerâs cottage not far from the main house, where sheâd lived since before Josie first came to work for the Carson family. Josie entered the nursery room to find Flynt bending over Lenaâs crib.
He straightened and turned to her. Heâd changed his clothes since that afternoon. Now he wore gray slacks and a dress shirt the same color as his eyes. It almost hurt to look at him, he was so handsome.
Heartbreaker, she thought, and wondered again at the wisdom of returning here.
âEverything all right?â he asked.
She frowned. âAll right?â
âYour room. Is it all right? Did you find everything you need?â
âItâs great.â She thought of her computer. âThereâs a desk in there, and Iâm glad about that. But there is one thingâ¦â
âName it.â
âAbout the phoneâ¦â
âRight. Works like an office phone. If you pick it up, it buzzes Anita and the kitchen. If you want to dial out, just dial 9 first.â
âWell, I figured that out. Problem is, I have a phone modem for my computer andââ
He didnât let her get the whole sentence out. âCable modemâs better. Iâll see you get a line in there first thing tomorrow.â
âThereâs no need for that. Iâve got a server. Itâs all set up. All I need isââ
âJosie, take my word. Youâll be happier with high-speed service.â
She opened her mouth to argue further and then decided against it. Why not just take the cable hookup, since he was offering one? Sheâd still have her server, if she needed it laterâif this crazy scheme of hers to give the two of them another chance together didnât work out. âAll right. Thanks.â
Because Lena was fussing a little, Flynt lifted her from the crib. He carried her over