on me daily to make sure I hadnât accidentally burned it down?
âThe family created a bit of a monster in Danny,â Andie said with a sigh.
âA loveable one.â
âYes,â Andie agreed. âMost times.â
The sisters continued to work in companionable silence for a time, and Emma realized once again how she treasured their relationship. To be with Andie was to be with someone Emma trusted and loved entirely. And it had been that way right from the start. Being only two years apart, they had spent a lot of time together as children, playing with their dolls or kicking around a soccer ball or watching Disney movies, or simply being each otherâs companion on long summer afternoons when it was too hot to do anything but sit close to the air conditioner, hair held up off their sweaty necks. Those experiences, simple as they were, had created a strong bond between the sisters, a bond that continued still, even though their adult lives had taken them in different directions and they rarely got to spend time face to face.
âI was surprised when Danny suggested we come with him and the kids when they go to cut down a Christmas tree,â Andie said, breaking the silence. âLike we used to do with Dad, he said. I always felt horribly sad at the destruction of a living thing,â she admitted. âEmma? When Danny said we should come along because the kids want us there, did you believe him?â
âNot really,â Emma told her. âI mean, I donât think Sophia and Marco would mind us along, but I think Danny is the one with the sudden need for family outings.â
âYouâre right,â Andie agreed. âHeâs nostalgic for our youth. And in some ways our childhood really was idyllic. At least, it seems that way to me now, aside from Mom always telling me to watch my weight. Things only started to go wrong for me when I made the decision to marry Bob. To marry anyone, really. To settle down to a life I wasnât meant to live. But that was no oneâs fault but my own.â
âYou felt under pressure from Mom and Dad,â Emma pointed out. âThey could take some of the blame.â
âBut why should they?â Andie shrugged. âI own my choices, right or wrong.â
Emma thought about that. She thought about the pressure she had felt to follow in her fatherâs footsteps, even before heâd made her the offer to join him in business, and she realized that she still harbored some residual resentment over her motherâs inability to appreciate her decision to make a life elsewhere. It was childish, holding a grudge, blaming her mother for being nothing more or less than who she was. Childish and pointless.
âLook, Andie.â Emma pointed to an old-fashioned black metal alarm clock on one of the bookshelves, where it was being used as a prop for a few copies of National Geographic . âThis was Grandma Reynoldsâs clock. Itâs not exactly valuable. In fact, Iâm kind of surprised Mom allowed it to be kept around.â
âOnly because Dad wanted it to be,â Andie reminded her. âSheâd never deprive Dad of something he really wanted, like his motherâs old wind-up alarm clock.â
Emma laughed. âDo you remember the awful din this thing made? Really, your eardrum could burst if you were in ten feet of it when it went off.â
âI think it can safely go in the trash.â Andie raised an eyebrow. âAfter we ask Dannyâs permission.â
âI doubt he has any memory of Grandpa Andrew or Grandma Alice at all. They died when he was just one. He canât have much of an attachment to what little they left behind.â
âMaybe not,â Andie agreed. âStill, letâs play it safe and check with him before we start loading up the trash bags.â
Emma nodded. And she thought of how their Carlyle grandparents had died when Andie was seven, she