butâ¦â
âI always thought it was good they put those tapes out of sight where the kids canât find them.â
âMe, too. It shows some responsibility, without interfering with peopleâs choices. And itâs all soft-core, anyway.â
A little giggle escaped her. âYouâve checked it out?â
He sent her a sour look. âOnly in my official capacity. Somebody complained that they were renting child pornography.â
âWere they?â
âOf course not. The woman who complained hadnât even been in the store. Sheâd heard it from someone, whoâd heard it from someone else. You know how that goes. Anyway, the stuff theyâre renting is pretty much on the level of an R-rated movie, just more of it.â
âWell, Iâll be the first to admit I donât understand the fascination for those things. But then, Iâm a woman.â
âIâm a man,â he said, stating the obvious. âI donât read girlie magazines, either.â Then, unable to resist, he added, âWhy settle for pictures if you can have the real thing?â
He heard her gasp; then a deep laugh escaped her. âYou are wicked, Sam Canfield. Wicked, wicked.â
âSo my father always said.â But this time he said it without bitterness. Somehow Maryâs laughter had taken the sting out of her teasing wordsâand the sting out of remembering his father. He wished it would last.
As they approached her house, she said, âWhy donât you come in for breakfast?â
âI donât want to trouble you.â
âItâs no trouble. Iâm an old hand at fast breakfasts. I can microwave bacon and some sausage biscuits, and make coffee in a jiff. And you need to eat something.â
He couldnât argue with that. Nor, he realized, did he want to. Exhausted as he was, he was still too wound up to hit the hay. He figured it might take him an hour or so to wind down from working all night. It always did.
âThanks, Mary. If youâre not too tired.â
âIâm as wired as can be. I got my second wind along about 5:00 a.m. And Iâm hungry, too.â
So he parked in her driveway. For an instant hewondered if his father was watching from across the street, then told himself he didnât care. It made him uneasy, though, that Mary had intimated his father was showing interest in him. In Samâs experience, Elijah grew interested only when he believed his son was messing up.
The air in town was hazy now, not as bad as up in the pass, but the effects of the fire were reaching here, too. The morning sun, heralding yet another dry day, looked pale through the smoke, and yellowed.
âIt smells smokier than a frigid winter night,â Mary remarked as she unlocked her door. He knew she was referring to the number of woodstoves that burned around there when it got cold.
But the smoke hadnât penetrated her house, at least not yet, and Sam noticed a delicate scent of lilac on the air. âIs that lilac I smell?â he asked.
âYes. I love it. Itâs in the carpet freshener.â
Almost in spite of himself, he smiled. âWhen I was about six, we lived for a while in Michigan. My dad was pastor of a small church up near Saginaw. And we had this huge lilac bush at the corner of the house, just covered with blossoms. I used to like to suck the nectar out of them. And I used to hide under it. Nobody could find me there. I seem to remember spending entire afternoons daydreaming, surrounded by lilacs.â
Mary led him into the kitchen, shucking her flannel shirt and hanging it over a chair back. âDid you have to hide often?â
He found himself looking into her green eyes. Sinking into her green eyes. And he saw a gentleness there that made his heart slam. Gentleness wasnât something Sam had experienced very often in life, not even in his marriage. It had an unexpected effect on him, an