him.â
I move back a little. âAnd if the café has Wi-Fi, it probably has a PC. It doesnât matter if we have the laptop or not.â
Pete nods. âOr thereâs a chance weâll pick up the signal on Smittyâs smart phone. There might even be a landline that works.â He slides into the driverâs seat. âLetâs hope this thing will start on fumes.â
âWait!â I stop his hand from reaching for the ignition. âCan we make it down the hill? The snowâs even deeper than yesterday.â
Pete hesitates.
âSo if we donât drive, we walk?â Alice says. âCount me out.â
âBut what if we canât get back up here?â I say. âWhat if there are more of those . . . people, the bus gets stuck, and we canât escape?â
âYeah, youâre right, itâs going to be so much better if weâre on foot,â Alice snarls. âAnyway, someone has to stay here to take care of him.â She points to the driver.
I feel a surge of guilt. Weâve pretty much ignored the driver since we finished mending the window. I approach him. He hasnât moved at all. I reach out to touch his hand and his skin feels waxy and cold.
Alice stares. âIs he . . . ?â
I move my palm over his face. Thereâs a little warm air coming out of his nostrils. âNo. Heâs still alive.â But maybe not for much longer. Something about him has begun to smell, too, but Iâm afraid to look at his other wrist and unwrap the makeshift bandage.
âWhatever weâre doing, we should do it now,â Smitty says. âIâll check out the road and clear a path.â He grabs the binoculars and tosses them to me. âYou see if weâre likely to have company.â
*Â *Â *
I stand on the roof with Pete and Alice. They followed me, and I didnât protest. More eyes. Mother Nature is playing ball; the snow has stopped falling and the sun is trying its best to break out from behind a lavender-gray cloud. The air is still, and thereâs now just a thin curl of black smoke from the gas station. A last desperate smoke signal. I try not to wonder too hard why nobody has come.
Smitty is riding his board down the road, pausing in places to scrape the ground.
Alice is trying the phones again. Sheâs managed to acquire them all â even Smittyâs prized smart phone â and sheâs holding them in her hands like a deck of cards, shuffling each one to the top, lifting it up, and checking for a signal. Judging by her pursed mouth, she is holding a bum hand.
Thereâs a movement â I catch it out of the corner of my eye and spin around. A shuffle in the bushes. Steeling myself, I hold the binoculars up. A blackbird scuttles in the undergrowth, and flies out of the cover with a cascading shriek of alarm. Only a blackbird. What startled it? I grip the binoculars tighter. No movement in the bushes now; it was probably frightened by some snow falling from the tree, or another bird. I shiver. It has been years since Iâve heard a blackbird, and suddenly Iâm sitting in a sandpit, at home â England Home â many years past. Dad is weeding nearby, whistling like the bird. It seems like a long, long time ago. Heâd done no gardening in the States, and the blackbirds are different there. I feel a pang of missing him â raw and sudden. Itâs not like heâs even going to be there when I get home.
If
I get home. I canât help but feel like this whole thing would never have happened if he was still with us. Certainly it never would have happened if my stupid motherâs stupid job hadnât made us move back to this stupid country. Still, even if I want to blame my mother for Dad not being here, it might be a little extreme to blame all of this monstery stuff on her, too.
A
thump
vibrates the bus from within.
My heart jumps.
Alice gasps. âWhat was