hungry.â
âItâs almost lunchtime.â
âStill not hungry.â
âIâm always hungry,â he said. âYou have dinner last night?â
âMe?â
âYou.â
âSure.â
He frowned skeptically, dug in his pocket, pulled out a pair of one-dollar bills, and came around the desk with his hand held toward me.
âOh, no, Mr. Jordanââ
âJellyââ
ââJelly. I couldnât accept it.â
âJust a loan,â he said, taking my hand and stuffing the money in it. âYouâll pay me back. Thatâs an absolute fact.â
âBut Iâm not that broke. I have some money.â
âHow much?â
âWell . . . ten bucks.â
He grinned again. âShow me.â
âHuh?â
âLiar. How much, really?â
I looked down at my feet.
âReally, now? Tell the truth,â he said warningly.
âWell . . . ummm . . . twelve cents.â
âOh, yes, I see. Youâre an absolute Rockefeller. Good heavens, I am definitely mortified to think I tried to loan you money. A wealthy man at seventeen, clearly an heir to the Vanderbilt fortune!â He gave me two more bucks. âNow you listen to me, Mr. Filthy Rich Playboy, you go to Sam Trizerâs grab-joint by the merry-go-round. Itâs one of the best on the lot, and he opens early to serve carnies. Get yourself a good lunch and then go see Rya Raines at her high-striker.â
I nodded, embarrassed by my poverty because a Stanfeuss never relied on anyone but another Stanfeuss. Nevertheless, humbled and self-reproachful, I was also grateful for the fat manâs good-humored charity.
When I reached the door and opened it, he said, âWait a minute.â
I looked back and saw that he was staring at me in a different way than before. He had been sizing me up to determine my character, my abilities, and my sense of responsibility, but now he was looking at me the way a handicapper might examine a horse on which he intended to place a bet. âYouâre a strong youngster,â he said. âGood biceps. Good shoulders. You move well too. You look like you could take care of yourself in a tight situation.â
As some answer seemed required, I said, âWell . . . I have, yeah.â
I wondered what he would say if I told him that I had killed four goblins so farâfour pig-faced, dog-fanged, serpent-tongued things with murderous red eyes and claws like rapiers.
He regarded me in silence for a moment, then at last said, âListen, if you can get along with Rya, thatâs who youâll work for. But tomorrow Iâd like you to do a special job for me . There probably wonât be any tough stuff, but the potentialâs there. Worse comes to worst, you might have to duke it out with someone. But I suspect youâll just have to stand around and look intimidating.â
âWhatever you want,â I said.
âYou ainât going to ask what the job is?â
âYou can explain it tomorrow.â
âYou donât want a chance to turn it down?â
âNope.â
âThereâre some risks involved.â
I held up the four dollars he had given me. âYouâve bought yourself a risk taker.â
âYou come cheap.â
âIt wasnât the four bucks that bought me, Jelly. It was the kindness.â
He was uncomfortable with the compliment. âGet the hell out of here, grab your lunch, and start earning your keep. We donât like deadbeats on the lot.â
Feeling better than I had felt in months, I went out to the front office, and Cash Dooley said I could leave my gear with him until they found trailer space for me, and then I went to Sam Trizerâs grab-joint for a bite of lunch. They call these places âgrab-jointsâ or âgrab-standsâ because thereâs no place to sit, so you just have to grab your food and eat on the fly. I had two
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