Darlingsâ South Kensington house was a bit cold and clattery and taupe (Elsbethâs fancy way of saying âbeigeâ), but my room had been spared. It was delightfully twee with celestial blue-green walls, a small balcony, and even a doll-sized fireplace.
âI love it.â I rapped my knuckles against a rosewood writing desk. âI feel like Iâm living in Downton Abbey.â
âOh, and here are your keys. The skeleton key is for the private garden out front, in the middle of the square of houses. Only residents of Stanhope Gardens get access to that park, which is why itâs locked.â
Elsbeth then promptly excused herselfâshe was going tothe gym. âBut call my mobile if you need anything, anything at all.â
Since it was Friday, she gave me the day off. She told me most weekends Iâd have to myself, and if I needed to watch the girls, weâd make up those days during the week. She left me with an advance on this monthâs salary. When I converted it into dollars, it roughly equated to what I would call âa damn near shit-ton of cashââmore than twice what I made at VoyageCorp.
I mentally started planning my first weekend trip:
I wonder if Malta is warm this time of year?
I wrote a quick email to my mom and followed up with a slightly longer one to Lochlon: âYou wouldnât believe the Darlingsâ town house,â I started, but as I typed, I was surprised to see a message pop up from the very man I was emailing. I rushed to open it.
âGlad for you about the new job. Thatâs class, isnât it? Howâd you get on with the trip?â
I couldnât read fast enough:
I have news myself: Looks like the craic is over for me for now. Daâs ill so Iâm to go back home to the farm for a short while. My motherâs insisting, so I know it mustnât be good. Suppose the upside is that weâre to be on the same continent againâfor a wee bit, anyway. Maybe everything happens for a reason.
My pulse deepened and thumped like a bass beat in my ears. My eyes and my heart moved at different speeds. I read the email again and again.
Is Lochlonâs father dying?
Lochlon wasnât close to his father (weâd bonded over having absent dads), but my heart throbbed for him at this news: His dad had liver problems, and it had to be serious if his mom asked him to come home from Asia.
Poor Lochlon and his poor family.
He was the eldest of five; his youngest sister was only eleven. They were still so young.
But then, an uncensored blip of pleasure bubbled up inside me:
Lochlon is going to be nearby in Ireland.
Immediately, I was ashamed of the insensitive thought.
I tried to regain focus:
This isnât about you. His father is dying
, I reminded myself.
Still, I knew he was quoting me when he said, âEverything happens for a reason.â It was far too American a phrase for him to use, so I knew that the same thought had occurred to him: We were going to be very close to each other. Lochlonâs family lived outside of Belfast. That was just a hop, skip, or a jump (my geography needed some polishing) from London.
âSo sorry to hear that,â I wrote back immediately, hoping heâd get my message while still at the Internet café and that my words would provide the slightest bit of comfort. âPlease remember I am here for you. If thereâs anything I can do, let me know.â
I signed off with my new number, since Elsbeth already had gotten me a phone.
The knot of conflicting emotions tightened in my stomach. To busy myself, I emptied my backpack into the freestanding wardrobe. There was not one âblouseâ or âsensible-sized heelâ in sight.
I surveyed my ripped jeans (ripped from overwear, not factory fashion holes); my shabby boots; and my dirty blond hair.I looked like myself again, not a corporate imposter leeched of all color. Technically, I was far from home,