Free The Fan by Peter Abrahams Page B

on?”
    “Gil?”
    “Renard. You know.”
    “Oh, yeah.”
    “Where’s Rayburn batting?”
    “Huh?”
    “In the order. Where’s he batting?”
    Gil heard Leon call, “Any of you guys watching this?” Pause. Voices. “Where’s Rayburn batting?” More voices. Gil strained to hear what they were saying. Leon came back on. “He’s not in the lineup.”
    “How come?”
    “You’re asking me?”
    “I just meant—”
    “Kind of busy in here. Got to go.”
    Goddamn rib cage. Those things took forever to heal, and by then you’d lost your timing. He could have killed Burrows.
    Gil changed the station, tried to get into the music, think about something else. But he couldn’t. After a while, he called information, got the press-box number at Soxtown. He entered it on his speed dialer, then rang it.
    “Yeah,” said a man at the other end.
    What was her name? “Jewel,” Gil said. “Jewel Stern.”
    Background noise. Gil thought he heard the crack of a bat. A woman was saying, “… bored out of my mind.” Then the same woman was on the phone. “Yeah?”
    “Jewel Stern?” Gil said.
    “Speaking.”
    “What’s wrong with Rayburn?”
    “Who’s this?”
    Gil thought of giving his name, but what was the point? “Just a fan.”
    “Listen, fan. This is a working press box, not twenty questions.”
    “What’s your problem, lady? I’m asking one simple—”
    Jewel Stern hung up the phone. “Getting crazy out there,” she said.
    The
Herald
guy said,
“Prodigious
isn’t in my goddamn spellcheck.”
    “Or in your readers’ vocabulary,” Jewel said, before spelling it for him.
    By five o’clock, the snow had turned to rain. It soaked Gil’s hair as he stood outside the middle door of the rented South Shore triplex, waiting for someone to answer his knock. After a minute or two, Ellen opened the door. She was still in her office clothes, wore her hair in a new cut, had lost weight.
    “You don’t have to pound like that,” she said. “I was in the john.”
    “Where’s Richie?”
    “With Tim.”
    “What do you mean—with Tim?” Tim was the boyfriend. “I told you I was taking him to the movies.”
    “Please don’t raise your voice in public.”
    Gil lowered it. “What do you mean with Tim?”
    “Little League tryouts are tonight. I couldn’t reach you.”
    “They won’t have tryouts in this.”
    “Wrong. It’s indoors, at the high school.”
    “When did it start?”
    “Don’t ask me.”
    “Why didn’t you tell me?”
    “Please don’t raise your voice.”
    “Why didn’t you tell me?”
    “I tried. Didn’t I say that already?”
    “The office can always get me. You know that.”
    Ellen didn’t reply. She stared at him, eyes made small by the lenses of her glasses. He noticed she had new red frames, the kind that made a statement, although he didn’t know what it was. He didn’t say anything either, just walked back to his car and drove off.
    The high school was three blocks away. Gil hurried into the gym, rain dripping down his face. A man with a whistle around his neck hit a ground ball to a boy standing at center court, the number twenty pinned to his chest. The ball bounced off the boy’s glove. He chased it down and threw a two-hopper to a teenager standing by the man with the whistle. “That’s the way,” said the man with the whistle. He tossed the boy three fly balls, two of which he caught. “Nice job. Off you go.” The boy ran off, joining a woman in the stands. The men on the sideline wrote on their clipboards.
    “Twenty-one,” said the man with the whistle. Twenty-one emerged from a group of fifty or sixty kids waiting at the far end of the court.
    “Hustle.”
    Gil moved down the near side, his eyes on the numberedkids. He spotted Richie: twenty-six. He was chewing on the rawhide lace of his glove. Gil took a seat in the stands.
    The drill: three grounders, three flies, six throws. Twenty-one missed them all, and threw poorly, but twenty-two fielded