went that high.â
âNo, I mean, arenât you worried that you wonât accomplish anything today?â
âAccomplish anything?â Poppy said, sitting all the way up this time. âWin, itâs summertime. Itâs a time of year when people go on vacation. When they relax. So, thatâs what Iâm doing. Iâm relaxing. Thatâs what Iâm accomplishing.â But even with the sun in Poppyâs eyes, she could see that Win was unimpressed by her logic.
âOkay, well, in the time youâve been relaxing,â Win said, âIâve paid my bills, had my oil checked, refilled the prescription for my allergy medication, gone grocery shopping, and made lasagna.â
Poppy sighed, louder this time, and lay back down again. This conversation was not going to end well, she reflected. She was not completely surprised, though, that they were going to have it now. Sheâd been waiting for it, in fact, for a couple of days.
Still, she had to admit, her and Winâs first several days as housemates had gotten off to a good start. No, a great start. Theyâd had fun, just as Poppy had promised they would. Theyâd made their favorite brownies, from a Barefoot Contessa recipe, and when theyâd gotten impatient over how long it was taking them to bake, theyâd taken them out of the oven before they were done and eaten them, with spoons, directly out of the pan.Theyâd spent a day in their pajamas, binge-watching an entire season of Scandal . Theyâd played Monopoly. Or theyâd tried to play Monopoly, only to discover that too many of the pieces were missing to play it successfully. But theyâd had fun figuring that out, anyway. Theyâd taken their grandfatherâs ancient motorboat out on the lakeâPoppy having miraculously coaxed its engine back to lifeâand theyâd coasted around the little islets, and beaches, and coves in their bay, waiting for the engine to give out again. And when it had, finally, given out, theyâd flagged down a couple of fishermen and gotten a tow back to their dock. And theyâd sat on that dock, one sultry afternoon, and watched a thunderstorm approach from across the lake, and then ran back up to the cabin just seconds before the sky opened up above them, unleashing a torrential downpour.
But most of all, those first couple of days, theyâd talked. Theyâd talked, and theyâd talked, and theyâd talked. Theyâd talked about their parents, theyâd talked about their childhood, theyâd talked about old friends, and some newer friends, and about one of Winâs colleagues at the middle school who drove her crazy with her passive aggressive remarks. Theyâd talked about whether Poppy should get bangsâtheyâd decided against itâand whether Win should get a kayakâtheyâd decided she should, but when theyâd looked at the prices of kayaks online theyâd changed their minds.
Theyâd talked the way only sisters and best friends could talk, starting a new subject before they were done with the old, and then coming back to the old one later and picking up right where theyâd left off. They talked like this because they knew they would never exhaust their topics of conversation. Each reexamination of a subject could offer new insights. And it could alwaysâalwaysâbe talked about some more. Now, of course, Poppy fretted, they wouldnât be talking to each otherâtheyâdbe having a talk with each other. And nothing could be more different than these two things. The talking was about anything, anything at all. The talk was about Poppy, and about her need to find direction in her life.
But again, Poppy had seen this coming, because as perfect as things had seemed between them those first several days, there had still been warning signs. Win, for instance, had expressed displeasure over the way Poppy had loaded the
Lauren Barnholdt, Aaron Gorvine