had housed a collection of old birdsâ nests and taxidermied animals, but in recent years it had expanded to include new exhibits, and it had begun offering a summer program for âjunior naturalists.â Samâs children were âjunior naturalists,â as were most of the children in Butternut who were between the ages of five and twelve and whose parents needed a convenient and mildly stimulating place to park them during their summer vacations.
âWhatâs the theme for the day?â Sam asked Margot, who, along with the counselors she oversaw, was very theme oriented.
âItâs âRaptor Rapture,ââ she said. âWe have a ranger visiting with a tame falcon and several other birds of prey.â She beamed. âTheyâve all been injured and canât be released back into the wild, but they should make for a very exciting program. By the way, Sam,â she added, âdid you get the email on our family programs for summer? We have one coming up called âWhat a Hoot.â Itâs a nighttime walk where we learn about owls and then try to spot them in their natural habitat.â
âThat sounds really . . . interesting,â Sam said. âIâll have to check our calendar.â
âHopefully, youâll be free,â she said, smiling up at him. But their conversation ended there, when the first of the dayâs deliveries arrived, and Sam had to say a hurried good-bye. Later, though, in a rare moment of calm, he felt guilty about her. The expression on her face when sheâd told him about the family program had been so . . . so hopeful . He hated to disappoint her, but at the same time, he didnât want to lead her on. Thereâd been times, over the last year, when heâd tried to care about her, tried, even, to be attracted to her; she was so obviously interested in him. In a practical sense, being involved with Margot could have eased the weekday burdens of his single parenthood. She was great with kids, and he could see her taking the boys on informative hikes in the woods near their cabin, or doing age appropriate craft activities with Cassie at their kitchen table. But he wasnât someone who could date a woman for purely practical reasons. Besides, Sam knew you couldnât always choose whom to fall in love with. Sometimes, they chose you.
CHAPTER 6
P oppyâs eyes were closed, and she was lying perfectly still. She was in her bikini, on a beach towel at the end of the dock, the sun warm on her skin, the lake water slapping gently against the dockâs pilings, and the air redolent with dried pine needles, the not unpleasant tang of algae, and her own coconut scented sunscreen. She wasnât awake, and she wasnât asleep. She was suspended somewhere between the two. And it was perfect. She was perfect. And she would continue to be perfect, as long as she didnât open her eyes, didnât move, and, above all, didnât think.
âPoppy?â Win called from the cabinâs back door. Poppy ignored her and tried to return to her previously blissful state. But Win was not to be deterred.
âPoppy,â she said again, and this time she was standing over her.
Poppy sighed, raised herself up on her elbows, and lifted her sunglasses up onto her head.
âYes?â she said, squinting up at her.
âAre you going to lie here all day?â
âThat was the plan,â she said, lying back down. She closed her eyes, already drowsy again, and listened to the distant humof a motorboat entering the bay, a sound that had provided the backdrop for so many childhood summer afternoons on the lake.
âPoppy.â
âWhat?â Poppy said, slightly startled. She raised herself up again.
âArenât you worried . . .â
âThat Iâll get sunburned?â Poppy said. âNo. Iâm wearing SPF 100. I found it in your medicine cabinet. I didnât even know sunscreen