my stool as well, rinsing my mug in the sink.
âIâm going to go make myself presentable,â she announces, smoothing her near-perfect bed hair. âI didnât expect to meet anyone else in the kitchen so early.â
âOkay. I think Iâll make breakfast. Try to ingratiate myself.â
âDonât try too hard. The Irish hate that,â she replies with a sour smile before sweeping out of the room.
Hmm.
Whatever I make is going to have to be easy because too much of my brainpower is mulling over this morningâs conversation with Katie. Iâd be inclined to like her if she didnât have obvious plans to end up with my boyfriend.
Waffles. Everyone has the ingredients in their kitchen cabinets and the Donnellys are no different. I donât know if Irish people eat waffles, but itâs batter and syrup. Who doesnât like that?
Chapter Six
The answer is the Donnellys, apparently. Brennan and his grandfather seem to feel different, at least managing to get forkfuls of breakfast past their lips. Mr. and Mrs. Donnelly pick at the pastries, which admittedly would have been better if theyâd had syrup in the cupboardsâor the
press
, as Iâve learned. I didnât think about that, but with fruit, whipping cream that no longer has a pie to call home, and fresh honey as choices they arenât terrible.
âThese are delicious, Jessica!â Katie exclaims a little too forcefully. âI swear, sweet breakfasts were always one of my favorite things about the States.â
âTheyâd be better with syrup.â Iâm trying not to be grouchy, but whatever.
âYeah. Sadly thatâs never hopped its way over here.â She gives me another maybe-fake encouraging smile and chews another bite.
âIâm going to bring some back the next time I come.â Brennan leans over and kisses my cheek, sweet support warping around me. âTo have on hand.â
The insinuation that heâs thinking I might be here to make waffles again some day doesnât have the desired effect. Iâm not sure whatâs changed since I walked through the Donnellys front door. Itâs a combination of things, reallyâhis parents not approving, all of my little âquirksâ that make me unacceptable, meeting his literal hero of an ex-girlfriend.
And talking with Grady
, a small voice whispers from the back of my mind.
No. Grady might be pushing my boundaries, making me think a little differently for the first time in a long time, but itâs not like he can take Brennanâs place in my future.
I cast a glance at my boyfriend, my doubts a towering stack of pebbles now. Maybe the place beside me in the future doesnât fit him, either.
Except it
should.
Thereâs no reason for my worries.
I need time to think, to separate my frustration from clear thought, but with Christmas Eve tomorrow and my flight out not scheduled until the twenty-sixth, Iâm stuck. In a situation of my own making.
The downward spiral of my emotions roars in my ears, louder than the reluctant chewing around the table, when Grady appears through the door to the kitchen.
The guy seems to have some kind of Jessie in Distress radar.
Ugh, Now Iâm calling
myself
Jessie. No one has called me that since my father died, over ten years ago now. More proof the handsome, irritating, fascinating farmhand is getting under my skin.
âGood morning!â he bellows at the family before squinting at our plates. âWhat in the
hell
are you eating?â
Mrs. Donnelly gives him an admonishing look that seems to confuse Grady further. âTheyâre waffles. An American tradition, you know, and Jessica made them for us.â
âLovely things, waffles,â Mr. Donnelly adds, then frowns as Grady gives his plate, which still holds the majority of his breakfast, a pointed stare.
âWaffles, right,â Grady furrows his brow. âDonât the