Free Savant by Rex Miller

was cute.
    "That'd be nice."
    "Seven?"
    "Sure." She was used to eating at five, but for him she'd eat at midnight. "Sounds great."
    "Okay, Melissa. Sounds real good. Where do you live?"
    "Oh, yeah!" She snapped out of it and wrote her address and phone number down, then her name, in big, circular, loopy script, and dotting the i of Melissa with a small heart. "See you tonight, Bobby." She started to ask him his last name and decided she didn't care. Bobby Beautiful was his name.
    She smiled and he blew her a kiss goodbye. She watched him through the front window, grateful the boss hadn't been here to overhear her coming on to a customer. He drove a sharp convertible—it figured he'd have great wheels—she wasn't sure what kind.
    Why did he go through the motions? he asked himself again. He wasn't stupid—why do it? They wanted the same thing. He couldn't give it to them. They never liked what he liked. Why didn't he pay for it? Because it wasn't any fun to pay for it. One of these days he'd find a girl, just like the girl that …he whistled the last five syllables to himself. Loading the books in the trunk, packing them in a cammo-cover and wedging the box in with SAVANT and the tracker, the items nearly filling the small trunk of the car.
    Fuck her, he thought, as he drove off. Knowing that he couldn't. His mind now on the rare books.

    Bobby woke up in one of those terrible fuzzies between sleep and the fully awake stage, head pounding softly with the dull precursor to what could be the front edge of a bad dream, but he forced the thoughts through, replaying a totally real experience from his groggy memory banks.
    As he pushed himself up from the carpeting he took stock of his surroundings. Melissa's place. The bedroom white with a surfeit of wicker and bric-a-brac. He got back on his bare feet and went in and urinated, splashing into the center of the bowl, flushing, running water. Melissa said something from the next room, a sleep-muffled comment, which he ignored.
    Their coupling had started out as it often did, with an exchange of tender kisses and endearments, the romantic prelude to lovemaking heating up into a wild mating game. Four days of this.
    She was dressed in a flimsy camisole top, spike heels, and nothing else. He loved the way the sharp heels felt against his legs and feet. He was ready to be punished.
    "Stand up," he said to her, warming inside.
    "Huh?" She didn't understand, What was wrong?
    "Stand up in the bed. Come on."
    "Right now?" She couldn't figure him out. Bobby was so weird.
    "Yeah." His voice sounded hoarse. "Come on." She stood up on the bed as he directed.
    "I'm going to punch holes in the bed with these heels."
    "Turn around. Let me see you. Yeah. Turn—like that."
    "You like me like this?"
    "Put your foot here." He offered his testicles to her.
    "Do which? "
    "Yeah. Put your spike heel right on me there."
    "I might hurt you, Bobby."
    "That's okay—come on. You won't hurt me."
    She tried to comply, gingerly placing her shoe in contact with his genitals. "Put your weight on it." She did and he moaned.
    She thought she might have hurt him and she dropped down on her knees in the bed.
    "Please, honey—let's just make love, okay?" She tried to kiss him and he pushed her roughly away.
    "Make me call you Mistress Melissa and squeeze my balls real hard."
    "No," she whined. "I don't want to do that. Please? Just hold me."
    He held her, but he had grown very cold. She tried kissing him again, then she lowered her face over him, letting her hair sweep along his flat stomach and thighs. It was a trick of hers, and it had enflamed other men. But when she tried to take Bobby in her mouth he merely rolled over away from her. He had lost all interest.
    In the bathroom mirror, Bobby Price's reflection was pale, but his face felt suffused with something akin to anger—a combination of embarrassed guilt and rage. He wanted to strike out.
    Four times they'd been together and he'd get her so hot she