do?â
I was crying my eyes out. Campbell and Tim just stood there, staring.
âI want to help people!â I wept. âAnd make this world a better place! With liberty and justice for all! But you canât do anything if youâre just a normal person, living out a tiny little unimportant life! Youâve got to be big to accomplish something!â
I thought Campbell, of all people, would understand. I collapsed in sobs. He put his arms around me.
âTiffy, Iâm so sorry,â he said. âI didnât mean to make you cry.â
âThis is great,â I blubbered. âNow Iâm acting like a baby, where everyone can see me!â I pressed my face against his chest to hide my embarrassment. Also, my nose was running.
âItâs all right, Tiff.â Campbell held me close. âYouâve been under a terrible strain. Worrying about Wally and this movie stuff. Iâm sorry, Tiff. I didnât mean to hurt your feelings. Itâs just that sometimes it seems likeâI donât knowâlike youâre under a spell and canât wake up.â
âThen why donât you kiss me?â I cried.
Tenderly, so tenderly, Campbell kissed my forehead, and then each tear-streaked cheek. Iâm not that into sex, but this is ridiculous. Why doesnât he ever kiss me on the lips ? Could it be that Campbell respects me too much? Or could it possiblyâa terrible thought crossed my mindâcould it possibly be my breath ? Even though I brush and floss and use mouthwash?
Just to make sure, I coughed into my hand, but all I could smell was Crest.
Campbell offered to take me home, but I told him I had to be alone for a while. I needed time by myself, to reflect and think, and to absorb the many changes that were taking place in both my personal and professional life.
Things were happening so fast. Too fast.
Chapter Eleven
I was just reading Little Tinaâs second autobiography, covering the past three years, age seventeen to twenty. Itâs hard to believe somebody that youngâ good grief! When will my brother stop drumming ?
Itâs hard to believe somebody that young could have so many accomplishments in her life, starting with those famous toilet paper commercials when she was three, then soap operas, country music, movies, books, sportswearânot to mention her own TV talk show. A nice one, too, with no punching or screaming. Even the president of our country has been on it!
Sheâs also got stuff in there like recipes for her favorite snacks, Weiner Boats with Cheese and Chocolate Haystacks; her thoughts about important issues facing teens today, like sex and drugs and implants; and lots of health and beauty tips. For example: If youâve been sobbing, take two used tea bagsâ
Now my motherâs screaming at my brother. How on earth does she expect me to concentrate and do my homework with all this noise ? This family is driving me insane!
Family is also very important to Little Tina, as is God, whoâs her best friend, so we have a lot in common. In fact, I was just arguing with Campbell about God. Iâd called him up to say isnât it great that Little Tina is going to be in our movie, and to try to talk him into taking the part of the basketball captain. Most people would kill to have a real part, and hereâs Campbell acting like, Who cares, so what?
I said, âCanât you see God wants you to do it?â
âGod wants me to be in a slasher film?â he said.
âItâs not a slasher film!â I retorted. âItâs a comedy!â
âWhat could be funnier than dead bodies?â he said.
Sometimes I think Campbell just likes to argue. He was really ticking me off, but I concealed it.
âCampbell, this movie is the opportunity of a lifetime!â I said. âWho do you think made it happen?â
âYou?â
âWell, sort of,â I admitted. âBut I