nothing.â
She stared at him surprised. First time she had heard him swear. So far he had been cool and collected and regal and all that. And to be truthful, she found it appealing in a strange kind of way. Maybe because he was so different from her. Sheâd grown up around military men, talking trash, wearing bravado as a uniform, everybody vying for the position of biggest badass on the team.
She found Saeedâs elegant restraint attractive. More so because she knew from experience the wall of strength behind it.
He drew a thumb over the bump in her skin below the old scar. âWhatâs this?â
She looked away, hesitated. âBirth-control implant.â Not that it was any of his business. Sheâd thought ofhaving it removedâheaven knew she hadnât needed it in a long timeâbut never got around to it.
He opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by a knock on the door that brought a short gentleman in his fifties, fashionably graying at the temples. The doctor. The man wore a three-piece suit as if he were going to a formal reception. After greeting Saeed, he sat on the bed next to Dara and took her pulse while he looked at the wound, then he pulled a handful of supplies from his bag, all sealed in white paper.
âDonât you have something else to do?â she asked Saeed.
He threw her a hard look, but did not reply.
She didnât know what to make of him. She didnât expect him to be this upset over her injury. Hell, she wasnât. Nobody ever had been. Her mother had always been too seeped in her own misery to notice if anything was wrong with her daughter, and then she had left. Her fatherâs standard response to blood, even when she was a child, had been âShrug it off, soldier.â
The doctor unwrapped a syringe, filled it up and numbed the skin around the wound, before getting out his suturing tools.
Saeed sat on the bed next to her, leaving a proper distance between them. âIâm sorry. You are my guest. As your host I am responsible for your safety.â
She looked at him out of the corner of her eye. She was doing her job. Injuries were par for the course. She was his bodyguard. He still didnât get that at all. She shook her head.
Long learning curve ahead.
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S HE WAS HURT . The idea pained him. Saeed tapped his fingers on his desk, distracted from the calls he had to make. He found it hard to concentrate with the foreign woman in the house. And he had never needed a clear head more than at the moment. His life depended on it.
He picked up the receiver. The minister of agriculture, he decided. He had already set up a meeting for the next day with the minister of trade. A safe bet, he hoped. He was one of the old guard. Saeed hoped Jumaa hadnât found a way to get to the man yet. If the minister of trade had turned, he could be walking into a trap.
He was dialing the last number when he saw one of his servants approach.
âYes?â He listened to the phone ring on the other side.
âShe is awake, sir.â
He nodded his thanks and dismissal as he set down the phone.
The smartest thing he could do would be to stay away from her. It angered him that he couldnât. Hewasnât some overeager schoolboy. He was a man with a manâs control. Except when it came to her.
Heâd been lost from the moment heâd kissed her. No, he corrected after a moment of reflection. Heâd been lost since long before thatâsince heâd first looked into her gold-speckled ebony eyes.
He wanted her. He wanted her despite her stubbornness, despite her unreasonable nature, despite the fact that they were as unsuitable for each other as two people ever could be. He wanted to write the attraction down to the fact that she was different, a novelty. But heâd seen plenty and even dated some Western women. Heâd spent three years in college at Cambridge, and now traveled the world on