you ever see the way lions and tigers sort of walk around their food before they tear into it? The purring noise they make? Thatâs what Denise was doing right thenâthe way her eyes started to smile, her lips started tostretch. Soft laughter began at the back of her throat and worked its way out.
âNo good,â she said. âWe want to hear you sing it, Widdle Alwice. When you go to basketball games, you have to be able to sing. How are you going to help the team along if youâre just standing there saying the words?â
âSing! Sing! Sing! Sing!â the other three girls began to chant, and then some of the other kids joined in. âSing! Sing! Sing! Sing!â
âI canât,â I said again.
The kids crowded in closer. It was probably the nearest Denise had ever come in her life to being onstage, the most attention she had ever got. âYou canât sing ?â she asked in mock horror. âWhatâs the matter? Is your singer broken? Every American girl can sing.â She nudged me a little harder. â Try it.â
I shook my head and stared at the ground. I felt like I was going to throw up, and imagined puking all over Deniseâs Nikes. I imagined her knocking the daylights out of me.
âMaybe she needs to spray her throat first with a little toilet water,â the girl with the zits said.
âYeah, a little dunk in the toilet might help,â the tall girl suggested.
âI canât sing,â I told them again. âI never could.â
âWell, we want to hear what it sounds like, anyway,â said Denise. She was really enjoying herself now and was talking louder so everyone could hear. âEveryone listen, now. Widdle Alwice is going to try.â
They crowded in closer still. They were all grinning.
âLast chance,â said Denise. âDo or dunk. Which will it be?â She turned to the short girl beside her. âYou know that toilet up on second? The one that doesnât flush? Widdle Alwice is going to smell really nice after we dunk her in that one.â
I knew exactly which toilet they were talking about. It always stunk, and it was filled almost to the top with toilet paper and crud.
Why couldnât the principal look out of his window right now and see what was going on? Why couldnât Patrick get out of band practice early and come rescue me? Why couldnât real life be like fairy stories once in a while, where thereâs always a prince when you need him?
âSing!â Denise ordered, starting to sound angry, and then, somewhere behind me, I heard my name.
âHey, Al.â
I turned. It was Lester. I couldnât believe it.
Everyone else turned too. Lester was strolling acrossthe driveway, and I could see his car parked out by the curb.
âHey, Al!â he said again. âHow you doinâ?â He was making like we werenât related, I knew. Just a friend who had dropped by.
I didnât know what to say. But Lester took over. âI was driving by, saw you out here, and thought Iâd stop,â he said, putting one arm around my shoulder and walking me out of the circle. âWhatâs up? Whatâs been happening lately?â
Denise and her friends stared after us. I could see Deniseâs eyes as I walked away, small and squinty with that âIâll get youâ look. The other kids began to wander off and finally, when Les and I got around to a tree and were by ourselves, I tried hard not to bawl.
âThey almost had me, Lester,â I said shakily.
âI sort of figured that,â he said, and put his hands in his pockets. âHow long before lunch period is over?â
I looked at my watch. âFour or five minutes.â
âIâll hang around,â he said. âItâll only make me a few minutes late to class.â He looked over to where Denise and her gang were still standing. âThe hefty one. Thatâs