just once, and it would come over every day after that. On occasion it would let me pet it out of the kindness of its heart. You like Shakespeare, yes?â
âHey.â I wag my finger at him. âItâs my turn.â
âDo your worst.â
I make a show of thinking over my options. âLetâs see, politics, world news . . .â
He waits patiently, watching me count the options onmy fingers like a first grader until I decide. âFavorite food.â
He scratches his chin in deep thought. âNow, I know I should say something Nâawlins based, I really should, but itâs actually pizza. Chicago style. Canât help it.â He points to me, my turn to answer the question.
âMashed potatoes. Itâs the only thing I know how to cook, but I do a pretty good job.â
We bounce off more questions, the surface of our lives echoing off the walls, not caring who if anyone could hear us anymore; the cathedral seemed empty but there were plenty of corners to hide in. My laughter feels strange as we continueâthis odd thing traveling out of meâeffortlessly given up to the night. In a way, I almost donât recognize it when it echoes back to me.
There is a moment of quiet, and I roll onto my back to stare at the stained-glass saints and Jesus depicting several scenes from the Bible my bad Catholic self canât identify; my wings crunch under my weight, and I shift until I am comfortable. The quiet is only interrupted by moments of incredulity from Milesâs responses to my questions.
âWhat do you mean you havenât seen The Princess Bride ?â I pop up from where I was lying on my pew and drape my hand over the backrest to slap him on the shoulder.
Miles holds his hands up. âDonât hurt me, it wonât change the fact that I havenât seen it.â
âInconceivable,â I reply.
âNot really, just not a lot of time for movies.â
âInconceivable!â
âYou keep using that word,â Miles says, and I wait for him to complete the line as surely this is a jest. But he doesnât.
I finish it for him, âI donât think it means what you think it means.â
âIâm pretty sure I do know what it means.â
âWhoa, you donât even get the reference.â I shake my headâhow could there be a person on earth who hasnât seen that film? They must have shown it fifty times on TV during the summer Adam left. I knew it by heart. âDo you have a favorite film then? Oh God, itâs Scarface , isnât it? Why is it always Scarface ?â
âIt is not Scarface .â He hops up on the bench, walking along its length. I watch him, high above me. âOkay, so growing up we all want to be like our parents at one point, right?â
âRight. My mom had these amazing bangs when I was nine, so I totally grabbed a pair of scissors andââ I mimic cutting my own hair.
He stretches his long legs, hopping over on my pew and sitting on top of the backrest. âI bet you looked amazing.â
âI thought I did.â
âHow did your mom take it?â
She grounded me. And Adam, who was supposed to be watching over me but was playing video games instead. âNot well.â
For a moment I fear bringing up that memory will cause the others to tumble through. I am ready to shove them back by force if necessary.
Miles leans down, grabbing a long strand of hair thatâs come loose from my ponytail, and I forget all about the threat of the past. âYou were saying about wanting to be like our parents . . .â
He drops the strand and hops down beside me. âMy dad was, is, a huge Eddie Murphy fan. So I wanted to be a huge Eddie Murphy fan too. Watched all his films religiously, even the bad ones.â
âSo,â I interrupt, âitâs Coming to America or Trading Places. â
Miles narrows his eyes, looking me up and down as if
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