latter.
âYouâre kinda nuts, you know that?â he said, turning onto his side to face her.
âI do know. Itâs part of my charm. I mean, Iâm the only one who thinks so at this point. Except for maybe Rudy, butââ
âWhoâs Rudy?â
âOne of my vet techs.â
Cole stared at her, something different crossing his features. Something sheâd never seen in his expression before, and she couldnât name it.
âHe finds weird charming,â she continued. âProbably because heâs weird.â
âSo he finds you charming.â
âNo.â She laughed softly. âI mean, maybe. I donât know. How did we get on this subject?â
âThe subject of Rudy? Or guys who have a thing for you?â
Her lips parted. âI didnât say he had a thing for me.â
âI know. I did.â
The thought of arguing the point, assuring the man not six inches away from her on the bedâher bedâseemed inane. Rudy was an employee and maybe a friend, nothing more. Not that it mattered. How she and Cole had gotten on this subject was anybodyâs guess, but she wasnât keen on continuing it.
âReady for me to go back to my bed?â she asked, her chest a little tight.
âThis is your bed, Doc.â
The husky way he said it made her clear her throat. âYou know what I mean.â
âYeah, I do. And no, Iâm not.â
Her heart jumped into her throat. âWhy?â
He shifted his head on the pillow. Apart from his nearly skull-shaved blond hair, he was all dark eyes, hard cheekbones, a nightâs growth of beard around lips so full and dangerous and kissable they should come with a WARNING! HIGH VOLTAGE!
sign.
âLetâs just say Iâm scared to be alone,â he said.
âIs that the truth?â she whispered back.
âNo,â he returned with a serious look. âBut can we just say it?â
A shiver moved up Graceâs spine. He wanted her to stay. In her bed with him. Sleep next to him. Cole Cavanaugh. Champion fighter, ruffian extraordinaire. Partner in truth and fear. Sometimes charming, all times sexy, a problem she reallyshouldnât take on. So . . . yes or no? Stay or go? Pink or blue?
âWhatâs wrong, Doc?â he asked, his eyes probing in the dim light.
Outside, the rain had tapered off to continual sprinkles against the windowpanes. âYouâre going to laugh at me.â
Instead of saying,
No, of course I wonât
or
Donât be silly
, he offered a very tough-ass âSo what if I do?â
âI donât want you to laugh at me,â she said simply. âItâll make me feel uncomfortable, and weird.â
His lips ticked up at the corners. âBut weâve already established youâre weird. Or Rudy has, at any rate.â
âArgh . . . forget it,â she said, starting to sit up again.
Cole reached for her and eased her back down to face him. This time, his expression was serious. âI wonât laugh.â
They were close. Closer than a moment ago. Too close. She chewed her lip, wondering if she could make something up real quick. Maybe something about needing the whole bed for her rare sleeping disease . . . or . . .
Fine
. âIâve never slept in the same bed with a guy before.â There. There it was. Sheâd said it.
Cue the laughter.
But there wasnât any. Not even a smirk. Only mild surprise. âReally?â
She nodded.
He didnât say anything for a moment, just continued to look at her.
âYou think itâs weird, right?â she said. God, why did she care?
âNo, Doc,â he said softly. âI think itâs nice.â
Nice.
Neither one of them said anything more. Neither one of them moved. Grace let her gaze travel from his eyes to his lips, then close. Thatâs how she fell asleep, her face just inches away from