it, ignoring bolts of awareness of her not as a friend, but as a desirable woman. He glanced up to find her eyes wide and her pupils dilated. Her lips had been pressed, but now she held them barely parted. Effie Washington wasnât just pretty, but beautiful.
âThere you two are.â Wallace approached.
Marsh released Effieâs hand as if theyâd been playing hot potato.
âMy ladyâs all in a dither about the dessert course. She thinks the wedding cake is enough, but hell, I say letâs have cake, pie and one of those fancy chocolate fountains.â
Marsh shared a look with Effie, and the two of them laughed.
âWhatâs funny about any of that?â Wallace asked.
âNothing at all.â Effie rose, then shocked Marsh by reaching out her hand to help him from the bench. The gesture was sweet. As soon as he was standing, she let him go. But a pang told him he didnât want her to.
Another pang told him he had to. He couldnât take another loss, and considering how much heâd grown to enjoy Effieâs company, once they inevitably parted ways, no good could come. Sheâd eventually meet the kind of stand-up rock who could be a great second dad to her brood and adoring husband to her. She deserved all of that and more.
Hell, if his past hadnât been such a disaster, he might have even tossed his hat into her proverbial ring, but his days for romance were long gone. If he were smart, he wouldnât have agreed to spend time with her boys, but now that heâd already given his word, he intended to stick by it.
Why? Not only was it the right thing to do, but he couldnât bear being the reason Effie lost her smile.
Chapter Seven
That night, after three exhausting attempts to get the boys to bed, Effie finally retired to the living room to fold laundry. Mabel was poring through a stack of bridal magazines, searching for the perfect dress.
It had rained all afternoon, and for once, the temperature was actually pleasant.
âWhat did you and Marsh talk about? You two were gone so long that you missed desserts.â
âSorry. We actually agreed on a trade. Each week, in exchange for a few meals, heâs going to spend time with the boys.â
âHallelujah. That Colt is a rascal. While you were giving Cassidy her bath, I caught him outside, pouring my strawberry jam on an anthill to see what would happen.â
Effie groaned. âHope they werenât fire ants?â
âIf they had been, donât you think youâd have heard about it by now?â
âTrue...â Effie tossed another tiny T-shirt onto Remingtonâs pile.
âWallace told me he caught you and his grandson holding hands. Should we plan for a double wedding?â
âNo.â Cheeks burning, Effie folded faster. âMarsh and I are friendsâthatâs all.â Granted, he was stupid handsome, rocked the heck out of his cowboy hat and Wranglers, and was a serious sweetheart to her boys, but thatâs where the extent of her appreciation for him ended. One day she might think about dating, but not now. Not when her children needed to be her top priority and her soul still felt fragile from having her own personal bull rider stomp all over it.
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A WEEK LATER on a Wednesday, after the twins had gotten home from school, Marsh had no sooner accepted delivery of the purchase he probably shouldnât have made but couldnât resist when she pulled up in her ragtag minivan.
Summer had returned with a vengeance, and he tugged his hatâs brim lower to shade his eyes from the glare.
Looked as though the whole gang had come, as not only did the boys shoot like twin rockets from the vehicle, but Effie helped Mabel emerge, and then walked around the side for Cassidy.
While the twins were occupied with one of Wallaceâs corny quarter-behind-their-ears tricks, Marsh sauntered up behind Effie. âNeed help?â
âOh, hey. As